Tears of Rivers & Pain

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What a sad life I live.....

With eyes that don't cry,

when I feel pain,

that hurts too much,

and kisses my skin.

What a sad life I live.....

With hands that cause pain,

and heart that breaks,

with troubles surrounding me,

and beating me down.

What a sad life I live.....

With a sister who misses me,

and I can't escape,

with a love near by,

and parents that had separated.

What a sad life I live.....

With a brother who beats,

and my teeth can only bite,

with my soul near by,

but nearly walking away.

What a sad life I live.....

With a father away,

but a mother near by,

when I can't choose,

but no longer cry.

What a sad life I live.....

When I feel deep in pain,

I just keep my chin up,

and no one can see it,

because it hides in my eyes.

What a sad life I live.....

And I want to tell them,

but what would they think?

Would they yell or be comforting?

Would they slap or hug?

What a sad life I live.....

Would they care?

Would they think I'm trash?

Would they think it's just a story?

Or would they sit by me,

and say it's all alright?

What a sad life I live.....

Tears poor down inside my heart,

but no water appears in front of the eyes,

I hurt too much to say anything,

so I feel like saying goodbye.

What a sad life I live.....

Should I live or die?

Should I smile or cry?

I am smart,

but feel as if I should do SOMETHING.

What a sad life I live.....

I sit and wait...

What is coming you ask?

I'm not so sure...

but I try to smile......

What a sad life I used to live..........

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