NOTE : Pasensya na nakalimutan ko mag UD yesterday.. napasarap kasi sa pagbabasa ng ibang story sa wattpad eh.. di bale babawi ako today.. 3 UD for tonight okay na ba yun?
Picture ni Leigh and Chuck -->
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Chapter 10 : New Life without him
~ Leigh POV ~
Matapos kong makaalis sa rest house ni Mr.Superstar ay dumiretso na ako sa hotel na tinutuluyan namin.
Nakita ko si Chuck na natutulog sa tabi ng pinto ng aking kwarto. Dahan dahan akong lumapit sa pinto para hindi sya magising ngunit napansin nya ako kaya napamulat sya at niyakap agad ako.
“Where have you been Leigh? I’ve been looking for you the whole night?” may pag-aalalang tanong nito habang yakap ako, pero nagpapamuiglas ako kaso mas malakas sya.
“It’s none of your business! Hands off please?” poker face nalang ang makikita mong reaction sa aking mukha.
Nang bitawan nya ako. “Im really sorry Leigh, its not what you think when you saw us” pagpupumilit ng paliwanag nito. Bingi na siguro ako dahil hindi ko na naririnig ang mga paliwanag nya. Sarado na ang puso ko para sa mga palusot nya.
Isang malakas ng sampal ang kanyang natanggap. Hindi ko na natiis ang inis ko sa lalaking nasa harapan ko ngayon.
“Were done!” at tuluyan na akong pumasok sa aking kwarto. Mabuti nalang at hindi na sya nakahabol.
“Leigh, please open the door! I love you Leigh, I know you still love me too. Please hear my explanation” palakas ng palakas ang katok na ginagawa nya sa pinto ko na akala mo masisira na.
Tumawag ako sa airport para makapagpabook agad ng flight back to Manila. Wala na ako sinayang na oras at nag-impake na ako.
Pag labas ko nandun pa din si Chuck at nakatingin sa maletang dala ko.
“Where are you going Leigh? Please stay with me. I do love you. Please? I’m begging you” pagmamakaawa nito sa akin.
“Are you deaf? Did I say earlier that were over?” tinitigan ko sya sa mata para malaman nyang seryoso ako.
“Please Leigh. I love you. I love you” nagulat nalang ako ng lumuhod sya sa harap ko, umiiyak.
“Tumayo ka nga Chuck, pinagtitinginan na tayo ng mga tao” bato na kung bato, nakaramdaman ako ng awa sa ginagawa nya ngayon pero mas malaki parin ang pursyento ng galit na nararamdaman ko sa kanya ngayon.
“Goodbye Chuck” inalis ko ang kamay nyang nakakapit sa aking binti at tuluyan ng umalis. Walang lingon lingon dahil baka matalo ng awa ang aking nararamdamang galit ngayon. Maybe you’re not the right man for me. Maybe you’re not my destiny.
“I love you Chuck, but I can’t take it anymore” sabi ko sa sarili ko habang naglalakad.
Diretso na akong sumakay sa kotseng inarkila naming dito sa boracay at inon ang radio para mabawasan ang drama ko, pero mali ata yung ginawa ko dahil mukhang nang-aasar ang tadhana sa aking ngayon.
(Play the video on the side para dama ang drama ni Leigh)
Everything I know about love
I learned from you, from you
And everything I know about pain
I learned from you, you
You were my only, you were my first
You showed me lonely, and you took me in when I was hurt
But the most important thing you ever gave me
Was the one that hurt the most
He is my First love and my first kiss. I learned how to love because of him but he is also my heartbreaker.
So thank you for the broken heart, oh yeah
And thank you for the permanent scar, oh
‘Cause if it wasn’t for you, I might forget
How it feels to let go, and how it feels to get a brand new start
So thank you for the broken heart
My heart is broken. Maybe time will heal it, but I don’t know how long.
I still remember when you called
And said that he didn’t mean anything
How could you expect me to look at you
The same way
When you say you love me, is it true? I gave all of my trust, but I regret it now because nothings left for me to trust anyone.
You were my only but not my last
You showed me lonely, and you made me put you in the past
But the most important thing you ever gave me
Was the one that hurt the most
Maybe you’re my first love but maybe there will be another man that I’ll love more than I do love you.
So thank you for the broken heart, oh yeah
And thank you for the permanent scar, oh
‘Cause if it wasn’t for you, I might forget
How it feels to let go, and how it feels to get a brand new start
So thank you for the broken heart
And every time I find myself alone in pieces
I find myself
I’ll just remember when you hurt me and I made it
So thank you for the broken heart
And thank you for the permanent scar
Cause if it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t be here
With the love of my life, all my pain disappear
I’ve come so far
So thank you for the broken heart
I thank you, I thank you
For the broken heart
Oh yeah oh, for the broken heart
I’ll never have a broken heart again
This is my first heart broken, and also gives me a lesson on love. (Naubusan na ko ng English, tagalog naman hihi) Ngayon alam ko na ang feeling na masaktan sa pagmamahal. Ganito pala kasakit, hindi ko na alam kung kaya ko pa bang magmahal ulit at maging handa na maaring masaktan ulit ako tulad nito o higit pa sa nararamdaman ko ngayon. Handa na ba ako para sa bagong buhay na haharapin ko pag-uwi ko sa Manila? Handa na ba akong kalimutan ang taong minahal ko sa loob ng isang tao? Handa na ba akong mag moved on? Handa na ba akong mag mahal muli kung saka-sakali? Hanggang kalian magagamot ang sugat kong sugatan?
Ang daming tanong ang pumapasok sa isip ko. Sana lang makayanan ko ang lahat sa susunod ng mga araw.
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NOTE : First UD for tonight .. inedit ko pa to para mas mahaba at maganda :) what can you say about it ? Lelx . Naghahanap ako ng mga kanta para sa bawat Chapter para my theme song ! Start na ko mag dedic next chapter, dun muna sa 3 Followers ko XD
