I woke up this morning with the same old feelings. I miss Jaebum, my one and only best friend I ever had.
"Where were you..." I looked at myself in the mirror. Tears began to stagnate in the depths of my eyes, I broke down, falling on my knees. "Why did you do this to me?!" I stomped my hands on the floor in frustration "Just why...What did I ever do to you? Why did you lie to me? Why did you leave without letting me know?"
I curled myself on the floor, whimpering quietly.
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"I should've learn how to live without him" I whispered to myself while combing my hair. Today I decided to put on my new beige silk long sleeve shirt decorated with cute tiny flowers on it and match it with my ripped jeans. I finished my hair with bridal style. Perfect!
I'm already late to school so I guess there is no need to rush it out. When I arrived at the school gate, it was crowded with students wailing everywhere, more like fangirling, I must say. I make it to the hallway and fasten up my pace. I saw 5 boys walking with all the girls crowding them, walking towards me. It is too obvious that they are idol and someone did catch my attention, but I'm not that into idol so I let that one slip.
I brushed past them and quickly entered my class. How fortunate I am, the class is empty, and teacher haven't arrived yet, or maybe they are also celebrating those idols arrival.
I took my seats and open my gallery. I have a crush, it was more like an unreachable crush, because I'm not even assured that he notices my existence or not.
"Beautiful" I said under my breath while looking at my crush's picture. His name is Jackson, Teacher Wang's little brother.
I had a sudden flashback about me and him accidentally bumped into each other.
"I'm sorry I'm sorry" I said while picking up his books while continuously bowing down to him.
"It's okay" He gave me a smile that he gave to everyone. I didn't feel special, I never did.
"I'm sorry, again" I gave him his books and bowed to him. He gave me a gentle pat on my head, and walked away. My heart skipped a beat, I couldn't move my hands.
I started to like him when he showed up in a basketball competition that was held in our school's court. "He is definitely better than Jaebum" I convinced myself. No it's not true, Jaebum has always been the best and will always be. But the thing is, it's about time for me to forget him already. Don't dwell in your past, Minhee.
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