"Are you sure you don't want to eat dinner?" Mom gets closer to me as her face started to curl, making some lines. It's either she's already old or she's worry.
"I'm fine, mom. I just don't feel like eating." I looked up and stared into her eyes, hoping that she would comfort me.
"Alright then, sweetie. Suit yourself." Mom sighed before she make her leave, shutting the door very slowly you can barely hear the sound of the door being closed; as if she doesn't wants to disturb me even for the tiniest moment.
"It's over now." I stretch my body in the air while letting out a pleasure moan. I walked towards the toilets, heading for the sink. I made a little pool with my two petite hands. It is so relaxing to watch how the water flows very smooth, making its way to the bottom of the sink. I washed my face along with my problems, letting it all rinses away. I stood there for a long second before my phone got notified.
"Jinyoung? Where did he get my number?" I mumbled under my breath as my finger touched the screen. He sent me a message... This is actually weird and amazing at the same time because which idol would ever share their phone number with someone they just knew? It's only Jinyoung, well he does looks like he'd give it even to his fans.
Jinyoung; hi minhee. what are you doing there?
Me; hi...? where did you get my number though?
Jinyoung; i asked your bestfriend. are you free now?
Me; well not quite. y?
Jinyoung; lets meet. i have something to say.
Me; u kidding right....
Jinyoung; no im not lmao
Jinyoung; please minheeeee
Jinyoung; pretty please L
Me; omg fine. the playground near my house.
Jinyoung; omg thanks
Jinyoung; hehe
I shut my phone and stared at my average wardrobe. I stood up, stretching my arms while straightening my crumpled shirt. I grabbed a face mask and my favourite long cardigan. Just in case, someone saw us and the only one who'd get into trouble is him not me. I giggle at my own thought.
You would never know how worst sasaeng fans could ever be. They would even collect idol's urine and trying to sell it. What's worst is, someone actually bought it.
I tiptoed my way down the stairs, trying my best not to make any sound. I stood infront of the door for a couple second before I looked back. "Sorry, mom, dad"
I could only feel the nerves moving down to my chine, biting my bottom lips heading to the playground where Jaebum and I used to go every single day, not missing even one. I clasped my hands tight as the weather is quite cold when it's night.
I sat on the bench as soon as I arrived, lifting my gaze towards the moon. The cloud is beautiful at night, it's dark but the aura didn't fade away, complimenting it along with the half quarter moon decorated on top of it. I always thought that the wolf is in love with the moon and each month it cries for a love he will never touch, like me.
I hugged myself, hoping that it will warm me for some time before Jinyoung arrives.
"Minnie" A voice suddenly came out from nowhere, making me stood up. "Minnie-ah" Said the voice again, somewhat sounds like a beg.
Minnie? Who's Minnie? Should I turn— "Minnie..." I mumbled under my breath. "It's my nickname, it's me..." I held my hands even tighter before realization crept across my face. No it can't be him, it can't be him. My body quickly reacted after I get the hang of what's happening. My pupils are shaking, my chest is moving up and down not seeming to stop.
"Why did you come here? Where's Jinyoung?" I said, my back still facing him. "How did you know I'm here?!" Without I even realize, my voice suddenly got high. It almost sounds like I was being rude.
"I've missed you..." He took a step closer, his breath gets louder as if he's struggling. "I'm sorry for everything. It's my fault."
"It is, indeed. From the beginning, it was all about you. You left me, with nothing. Not even promising to be back, not even a regard. You betray—"
"It was all so sudden. You have to understand. I didn't mean to leave you like that, I love you." His breath gets shorter as time passed by.
I dig my hands in my pocket, slowly facing towards him. "Then act like you do!" My mouth shakes from holding the tear, the tone of red you can clearly see on the tip of my nose gets redder and redder. "Yes I do understand. It's your choice and I'm nobody to stop you from doing so. But at least, say goodbye."
"Look, I'm sorry! Okay? Things were just hard for me that I became a person I didn't want to. I'm truly sorry and I promise to you this one time, at this moment, I will never leave you again." He came closer and closer before his fingers lingers around my back, locking it with both of his hands.
I was confused, I was hurt. I told myself I won't be in his life anymore but my heart says otherwise. I love him, I really do. I couldn't resist his affection, his hug, his warmth. I've been longing for this moment to happen.
"You promise...?" Sobs,sobs,sobs. "Don't ever leave me again."
"Not in a million years" He gave me warmth any others couldn't give. I buried my head in his embrace, I felt cozy I thought I'd never. It was the same as years ago.
As if we are reenacting the scene.
2.2k! thankyou so much! ive been on hiatus for quite long so here's an update. much love!
