Bea's POV**
"Ooh-ee, ooh-ah ah, Ching Chang, walla walla, bing bang!" Someone repeatedly chanted whilst running about the house clattering two pans together, I groaned and pushed my head further into the pillow.
Harry peaked his head in my room and seeing that I was awake stepped in and closed the door behind him sitting in the chair beside my bed.
"Morning," He smiled, scratching his curls.
"Who feels the need to chant?" I asked sitting up and facing him.
He sighed,"Louis."
I nodded and yawned,"I'm so tired right now."
"Hmmm... No wonder it's only 9:30!" He smirked.
"Am or Pm?" I asked while raising an eyebrow.
"Am you smartass, get up I cooked your favourite for breakfast." He said flipping my bedside lamp on, and unzipping my suit case throwing some clothes on the side of the bed before leaving.
That's right nugget head treat me like your queen after not calling when you promised.
I grabbed the clothes, hoping they matched and went into my bathroom, my favourite shampoo, conditioner, body wash, and toothpaste was there.
I smiled to myself and turned on the shower, stripped of my clothes and hopped in.
I started to him and then sing,"Feeling used But I'm Still missing you And I can't See the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss Against my lips And now all this time Is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you, I love you, I hate that I love you Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you I hate you, I love you, I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her I miss you when I can't sleep Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I sing this song
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her
All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She is the only thing you ever see
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her."
I turned off the shower, drying myself off and putting on my undergarments and I was checking out the clothes Harry picked out and was surprised when they actually matched, white blue jean shorts with a blue crop top. I got dressed and blow dried my hair and then slipped my sandals on.
I walked down stairs and there was my favourite breakfast item = bacon.
"You have a great voice ya know." I voice said startling me, I turned around and it was Niall.
"Uh thanks I guess." I said turning redder than a fire truck.
"Anytime." He said going up stairs.
"Wait!"
He turned around.
"Where's Harry?"
"At his girlfriend Samantha's house, why?"
"I-I was just looking for h-him..." I said I don't know why I'm so sad well disappointed about that.
"You okay?" Niall said coming back down the stairs and following me into the living room then sitting on the couch beside me.
"Yeah, just peachy."
"Bea, I know we just met but I'm a great emotion person and I can tell that there's something wrong."
"I'm fine."
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
Ghost
Hayran Kurgu"I can't keep trying to be me, I'm just a ghost of my old self. I can't be me, I've tried. Tried so fucking much for you! But no, all you care about is your fucking band!" ©2016 All Rights Reserved {completed january 10th, 2016} sequel is called "he...
