Sebastian! I Order You To Tell Me Your Story (Sebaciel)

The Start of the Letters

Sebastian

I clean random things around the manner while waiting for Ciel to call for me. Everything is still really awkward. Bard still thinks we're on drugs, but if he wants to think that then oh well.

I'm starting to think the things Lizzy's Father said were meant to only scare Ciel and I. Business has been perfect as usual. Not even a slight drop in sales.

I'm starting to think Bard has a thing for Ciel because he tends to become overly protectively of him when the three of us are together. He's even gone as far as to make Ciel's tea, of course I had to help slightly, just so he could be certain I wasn't slipping anything into it.

My thoughts get cut short.

"SEBASTIAN!" I take off towards Ciel's office and run straight into Bard.

"He called for me!" I growl before shoving my way into Ciel's office.

My heart breaks when I find Ciel bent over his desk sobbing heavily. On the floor just in front of his desk is a letter. Ciel looks up at me with his bug watery eyes and only let's out another sob.

"Oh Ciel...." I whisper before picking up the letter. The handwriting is large and neat, the person was obviously angry.

Mr. Phantomhive

How dare you do this to my children! I used to let them look up to you as a role model! But now that you've sunk as low as to loving your Butler I can't allow that anymore! I'll have you know both my children are heartbroken they won't get anymore Funtom toys on Christmas!

The asshole who wrote this didn't even have the guts to sign it. They think Ciel has sunk low!

I shred the letter before picking Ciel up (he's surprisingly light for an eighteen year old male) and sit him in my lap. He continues to sob uncontrollably, but now into my tail coat.

"Ciel love please don't cry. It's going to be okay." I attempt to comfort.

"But it's not Sebastian! It's not going to be o-okay!" Ciel sobs.

"It's just one letter Ciel. The sales haven't even dropped. Everything is-" Ciel shoving out of my arms cuts me off. He leaves me sat in his chair and I'm standing angrily in front of it.

"Don't you dare say everything is fine! Everything is not fine Sebastian!" Ciel shouts.

"You have no idea what I'm going through right now!"

"But I do!" I accidentally shout back.

"You know what it's like to have everyone you've ever known think you're crazy and hooked on some drug! You know what it's like to worry about ruining the only thing you have left of your family only because of some stupid emotion! I don't think you do Sebastian!" Ciel shouts before running off.

I place my elbows on Ciel's desk and then my head in my hands. What have I done? Maybe all this is my fault.

I feel a slight pain in my head and I feel my heart skyrocket up into my throat.

I'm done....

He isn't worth it.....

You're helpless without him and you know it......

Ciel's thoughts not mine. Wait! Ciel!

"CIEL!" I shout to get everyone's attention before sprinting towards where I think Ciel is. Of course Bard arrives at Ciel's bedroom door at the same time I do. This time we waste no time on talking before bursting in.

Empty.

I've got no use.

Life isn't worth this.

Demons can't love anyways.

My head starts to throb. I attempt to run towards Ciel's bathroom but moving only makes it worse. As I attempt to take another step the pain becomes unbearable, I cry out.

"Sebastian what's wrong!?" Bard shouts as I gasp due to the pain.

"He's going to kill himself if we don't get into that bathroom." I choke out. I hear glass shatter from within Ciel's side of the room.

My whole body starts to ache as I force myself to move towards the bathroom door. One foot in front of the other Sebastian. Bard makes it to the door before I do and finds the doors locked.

"GET AWAY FROM THE DOOR CIEL!"

"LEAVE ME A-A-ALONE!"

I feel my eyes change as I start to be able to smell little bits of Ciel's soul. My instincts are kicking in.

"Bard." I gasp causing the ex-solider to look back at me.

"Don't let him die."

I take off as fast as my remaining power will let me in the opposite direction of Ciel. I can't be anywhere near him till that smell goes away. It's to tempting.

As I run I begin to remember a dream I had a few nights ago. It was of Claude warning me not to get to involved.

Demons will be demons Michaelis and if that boy nearly dies you will devour that soul you've rightfully earned. It doesn't matter if you love him or not, a demon is a demon.

I find myself in a forest by the time the smell disappears. Slowly I sit down against a tree. My hand stings due to Ciel's actions but I could care less. Bard has to get into that bathroom. I'm not sure I'll be able to forgive any of them if-

"Kyoya?" My eyes widen.

Ciel

My vision starts to blur as the bathroom door burst open. My arms ache as does my head but I could care less. I can see a figure coming towards me but I can't tell who it is.

"Sebas....." Is call I can get out. The figure soon turns into three.

"Guess again." Bard. I feel him gently lifting me into his arms and the last thing I see is a blur of colors before the world goes black.