broken + phan AU [ON HOLD]

☕Chapter 5☕

Tw; if the word "suicidal" triggers you, then skip the 6th sentence. (This is not the 1st sentence) also the endless song references.

Dan is confused.

But happy.

Happy that he met Phil, happy, just happy.

For the past 4 months, they have been talking and hanging out on that café.

They had so much fun everytime they would hang out,

All of the demons haunting him would disappear completely.

He didn't mind all the suicidal thoughts, he was relaxed and more motivated, darn, this boy completely changed his life.

He wasn't crying his self to sleep at 5AM anymore, he slept directly, excited to see Phil again.

Dan, when someone would sit with him, he would become the nervous-est person ever.

Also, Dan ordering more drinks?

He would awkwardly do that, because Lalaine always ends her shift when Dan wants another drink.

But now, endless Caramel Macchiato. (is2g)

Yeah, pretty normal things.

But the confused part, yeah, uhm...

(Pls be ready for the heart-hurting reference if u dont get it, then okay, I guess? 😂 - ally 2016)

He noticed when he hung out with Phil yesterday, his heart did that... flippy over thing. (pls)

Butterflies on his stomach.

Phil's beautiful eyes = any strong alcoholic drink.

'Cause he's intoxicated.

(2012 by K&E just played and i cri - ally 2016)

Phil = toxic.

Phil is dangerous, but he's loving it. (😂😂 - ally 2016)

And when Phil reaches out and touches Dan, sparks. Sparks. (TENENEENTUUUUU TENUUUUU REACH OUT AND TOUCH - ally 2016)

Oops, Dan did it again. (OOPS I DIDN'T AGAIN I PLAYED WITH YOUR HEART - ally 2016)

He's falling for Phil, isn't he?

OH MY GOD THE FUCKING REFERENCES THEY KILL ME INSIDE

pls

Fetus me is probably like "OOHOHOH I'M SO CLEVER LOLZOR!!!!111!"

BUT NO.

FETUS ME JUST HURT MY HEART

YOU JUST HURT ME