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(Jaden in Multi-Media)
I woke up to my phone alarm going off early that morning. I wasn't in the mood for nothing, Not even school 😪️. And I actually like school to be honest.
After getting out my bed I good do my morning routine and then soon after hop in the shower to wake myself up fully.
Once out the shower I then head back in my room and check the time.
*6:45 am*
I then soon rush to get dress cause I remembered Kayleen telling me to be ready by 7 and she is like one of the most impatient people I know 😭️ needless to say.
"Hey, are you up?" Jay'Cee questions while knocking on my door since I rarely never get up on time.
"Yeah, I just got out the shower," I say back as I slide my underwear on.
"Can I come in real quick?" He ask as I look for a pair of pants to put on.
"Come in," I say as I sit on my bed an slide my pants on over my legs.
"Are you gonna be able to bri-," He says stopping mid sentence and just stares at me
At first I'm just confused as hell as why he's staring at me, and the it hit me. The cuts on my arms I realized that I put there last night while me being frustrated.
"Why ?" He says with a look of sadness in his eyes
"I don't know, it's just...I just....Its that I'm so frustrated and angry I don't knew how to take it out, or to talk it out to someone cause I don't want people having pity for me cause I don't like that it makes me feel weak like I'm a lil bitch that people can run over. And it's just that my guard is up so high I can't bring it down for no one except for certain people I trust... It's just that I can't take it no more Jay'Cee, I just can't." I say as tears come down my face as a roughly wipe them away cause it's just wayyyy to early to be crying 💀️.
"Damn Jaden, I didn't know you are this stressed out to the point where you cut yourself. I know how you feel. You feel as if Dad is bringing someone in here to take up your mothers position. I Know that you had a rough time getting over your mo-" Jay'Cee says as I cut him off mid sentence.
"Don't bring her into this, let's just not talk about this right now!" I say as anger rises in me.
