Antidote

50 | [don't] save me from myself

Come save me, come save me
every piece of me is burning
and crashing; I'm falling
self-loathing, my life is ending.

Come save me, come save me
everyone seems oblivious
unconscious, my soul is turning
to ashes, too obvious I'm careless.

Come save me, come save me
everything is haunting, appalling
these nightmares forbidding
hair-raising, my soul is burning!

Come save me, come save me
every inch of my being's disastrous
horrendous, I'm monstrous
nobody knows, my self-hate grows.

Don't save me, don't fix me
I'm not what they want me to be
It's too late now to clean the slate
trust me, I'm burnt out already.