why me?

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Paige's POV
2 hours after last paragraph
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once I was done crying I got up from my spot at Brooke's feet and stormed out, I had been crying for only about 13 minutes until I decided what I must do.

Brooke's POV
she just stormed out! I kinda expected it she was pissed at me. "paige stop" was all I could get out but even then it was very dry and croaky, my very angry, red cheeked, puffy eyed sister, paige just shook her head and walked out.

Paige's POV
as soon as I got in my room I walked over to my B.B in other words bitch book, inside were pictures of all the people that either bullied me, stole my boyfriend or was just a plain bitch to me for more than 3 months of my life. the first thing I did with that book was slam it down on my bed, then I found a really ugly photo of brooke, cut it out and stuck it in "now the ultimate bitch is in her place" I snickered as loud as I could.
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shortly after
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once I had stuck Brooke's picture in and had pretty much the whole bag of chicken crisps I decided to text brandon
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paige: hey Brandon anything new?

Brandon: no why?

paige: oh idk just I hate being lied to

Brandon:who would lie to U paigey Mack

paige: oh idk u maybe

Brandon:what I would never lie to u ur my last ex and beautiful last girlfriend which btw would u take me back

paige:that would mean that u would be cheating

paige:wouldn't want u dear girlfriend to find out

Brandon:what paige how do u know?!?

paige: cause I read Brooke's phone!

with that I threw my phone across the room and wiped my tears with the shirt I was wearing, I knew brooke will feel bad and she will probably come running in here anytime soon asking for forgiveness

Brooke's POV
paige probably saw this coming but I felt really guilty so I ran into her room crying my eyes out and starting begging for forgiveness when I got a text

Brandon: that little slut knows!!

I'm guessing paige saw the text cause she ran out crying and screaming "am I really a slut?"

Paige's POV
I couldn't care less where I went I just needed to go so I got up screamed "am I really a slut?" and then I ran to the bathroom, it was the first place I could think of and it had a lock!

when I got in the bathroom I decided to have a shower when I got out I dressed in some sport clothes that were in the bathroom already and combed my hair just as I was about tie my hair up I heard I thud "probably brooke going down stairs" I whisper to myself
after I was done refreshing I knew what I must do and I did it I lent over and grabbed the razor, next minute I know my wrist is all covered in blood and I can feel my self get weak and dizzy. I hope brooke tells mum the whole story.
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1 min later Paige is just about to go unconscious (still Paige's POV)
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before I drifted off forever I decided to write them a note and exclude brooke from it.

Brooke's POV
after paige left I sat in my room for what seemed like forever but it was only 5 minutes then when I heard the shower turn off I decided to go downstairs and get a packet of pretzels. when ever me and paige fight I always get pretzels and sit near the drain downstairs.

Paige's POV
note:
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dear mum, dad and josh

I am really gonna miss you and I hope I don't cause much grief, I know that to u this would of been unexpected but I have been bullied and even my own sister steals my boyfriend
I just couldn't take it anymore

love paigey Mack xxx for all except brooke
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once I was done writing the note I could feel my arms get heavy and then I just collapsed my head was rested on the cold floor and I could feel my surroundings suddenly leave I was alone

Brooke's POV
once I got the pretzels I decided to go sit near the drain like I always do, the drain I sit near is connected to the bathroom and kitchen.

3 minutes later

I was almost finished my pretzels and I was about to leave when I see blood come down the drain "PAIGE?" I scream. paige is in the bathroom and of all the things that's happened I hope she didn't choose death.

straight away I ran inside up the stairs and to the bathroom down the hall, but when I tried to open the doors it was locked, with this I fell and cried it's all my fault.
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1 minute after
phone call
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brooke: mum I I I I need ur help

Kelly: what's wrong cookie

brooke: paige I I it's p p paige

Kelly: what slow down brooke what's wrong with paige

brooke: she's dead *starts crying really loudly and uncontrollably*
mum it's all my fault

Kelly: brooke I'll be home in a sec
don't worry
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AUTHORS NOTE
quite a long chapter but very sad sorry if this book is to sad but ohwell and please vote and comment for ideas and well tell ur friends and also I wasn't going to post this till 5 votes but I got impatient waiting so ohwell but next chapter will NOT be posted until at least 3 votes and maybe 1 comment bye xx

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