messages with chris evans
look, you don't have to reply
but I'm going to explode if I
don't get this out.
read: 3:52pm
we were just friends. that's how
it started, but that's not how I
want it to end. I don't know when
I started falling for you poppy but
ever since I did, I haven't been able
to stop myself. I never intended to
fall in love with you, but here I am.
and I've never loved anyone more.
read: 4:11pm
I've never felt as comfortable around
any other girl than I feel when I'm
around you. and I used to think it was
because we were best friends. but then
I realized that's not it. it's because no
matter how I look or feel, no matter
how bad my anxiety is or how stupid
something I say is, I know you won't
look at me any differently. I know you
will always care.
read: 4:29pm
but now you're looking at me differently
and I know..that's my fault. it is. but I'm
trying really hard here to fix this...
us.
read: 4:35pm
the way you look at me now is killing me
inside. I never knew a look could kill, but
trust me, it can. I just want to be the cause
of your smile again. even if we are just
friends. I'd be okay with that for you. I just
can't lose you. I can't go on like this,
ignoring each other, pretending like we were
never close.
read: 4:47pm
I guess what I'm trying to say is
read: 4:50pm
damn
this is hard
read: 4:54pm
you'll always be my first choice. you'll
always be my best friend.
read: 5:00pm
and you'll always
be the girl I love most.
read: 5:06pm
and I'm truly sorry
for what I did. I would take it back in a
heartbeat if it meant you'd even look at me
for a second the way you used to pop-tart.
read: 5:12pm
it only hurts so bad because I'm so
damn in love with you, Chris.
read: 5:38pm
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Little Talks ☇ C. Evans
Fanfiction"There's an old voice in my head that's holding me back well tell her that I miss our little talks." . . .in which Chris Evans and Poppy Fitzgerald form a close friendship on set of Avengers: Age of Ultron, only they are too naive to admit that thei...
