Begging on Your Knees Someday

Chapter 31: Welcome Home

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**Masons POV**

Today was the day….

The day that I was finally released from this hell-hole. It wasn’t like it was going to be any better at home because I was basically doing that same thing there that I’ve been doing here…nothing. But at least I get to do it in the comfort of my own home with Andy by my side.

As happy as I was about going home and recovering little by little each day I couldn’t help but me worried. The loser I was to recovery the closer Andy was to continuing this plan.

I couldn’t help but feel like such a chick; I was actually worried about Andy continuing this plan with Matty and Ryan.

There was a point when we first got together that I thought it would be stupid not to finish it, not to give those assholes what they deserve. But they more I think about it the more hesitant I am. And to top it all Andy tells me she talked to Cole who had feelings for her all along…well its not like he wasn’t her biggest crush since kindergarten…

To be honest the rational apart of me was thinking how could I even feel worried about Andy doing this? I know she really loves me and wouldn’t do anything to hurt me. Ever day since the accident she’s been by my side, and half the time I was too knocked out on drugs to realize she was even there.

But the very insecure part of me, the boy who’s been afraid of telling Andy how he felt all these years cant help but think this is a bad idea.

“Well you don’t look too happy for a boys who’s being let out of the hospital…” I heard Andy say as she stepped inside the room.

“Hey, of course I’m happy…just not feeling to well. But what I really care about is why you're here at 7 in the morning?”  I asked as she sat beside me still careful not to hurt me in anyway, treating me like I was some glass china doll, no matter how many times I told her it was fine.

“You're getting out today and I want you to know that I’m going to be here for you the whole time. I want to see your big bright smile as they wheel you out into the fresh cold air…” she said with a smile that I couldn’t help but mirror.

When Andy smiled, like really smiled it was so hard not to smile to. It was like she had some magical power that made me people just want to grin no matter what.

“You really should be in school babe.” I said as I put my hand on her shoulder and massaged it lightly.

“Ugh I really wish you and my brothers would realize that I’m not going…not unless you go.” She said.

I know she didn’t want to go to school while I was laying here in bed, I know she didn’t want to go without me. But I couldn’t help but feel like it was more than that. For the first time in a really long time Andy felt vulnerable and weak…for some reason I don’t think she only wanted me there, but needed me there

“And I really wish you’d realize that you need to go.” I said as I let out a deep breath.

“Well I can’t, end of conversation.” I said.

“Look at Andy beating me here…” I heard my dad say as he walked into the room making Andy jump back away from me making sure there was to reasons to believe that we were together.