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TWELVE

Helloooo~!! I hope you forgive me for not updating in ages. School is tough, especially tenth grade. But it's my motivation to write anyways! 

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Harry walked out the hotel. He thought he was such troublesome. Albeit he misses Jade and Maggie. And probably the new member of the family. But his mind tells him not to. As if his body controls his every move too. 

Meanwhile, back in London. Jade will never have forgotten Harry not because of her condition. She will always remember him. 

Maggie kept Jade company. Maggie loved singing so she picks up a fedora and sing. One way to help her mother pay for the expenses even at the slightest. 

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Jade and Maggie decided to move out of now became only Harry's property. Every corner of that room reminded her of him. Like the first night she slept there again. It only ended with tears and all the sorrow the world can give her. 

Flashback

The girls were at the doorstep. 

None of them spoke. None of them touched the knob. Jade was drowning in her thoughts that Harry is inside. Harry is suppose to be there. Sitting on the couch with a bag of chips beside him. And on his other side, the remote control. While he is watching a football game as the sound engulfs the whole room. And as soon as the two steps in, he turns to them and smile. Help them with their bags. But he isn't there. 

And as Jade went in their bedroom, she put in her mind, that Harry is suppose to be there. Laying on their bed only on his boxers. Having a teasing look on his face, at the same time seductive. He signals Jade to lay beside him and cuddle for the whole night. But he isn't there. 

Jade went out to the garden. Harry is suppose to be there, again. Even though, she thinks now she is crazy, but she wants him there. Laying on his back on the grass. Jade lays beside him. And they both stargaze. Counting stars and talking about growing old together. But he isn't there. 

Her thoughts were only hurting her more. 

"If I didn't judged him. I wouldn't have ran and been rushed to the hospital. I wouldn't have to endanger my kids. I wouldn't have let him go." 

The next day 

Jade woke up with the sense of the need to feel Harry. Or to see him as she wakes up. Like, "Hey babe, had a nice sleep?" or, "how's my wife sleeping soundly next to me?"

But he isn't there anymore to say that. She admits that she was wrong. She wishes she could reverse time. 

She went downstairs. Being used to when she wakes up, Harry's there to cook their breakfast. In his silly floral apron and only wearing nothing but his boxers. She bites her lips as she remembers how sexy Harry is when he is only his boxers on. But image suddenly disappeared when she faced the reality he isn't really there. And her mind is making it all up. 

End of flashback 

"Did you pack everything?" Jade asks Maggie. Maggie nods. Pulling the trolley to the van. 
As the girl was busy packing. Perrie walks towards Jade. Jade watching the house one last time, reminiscing all the memories she had in there, has not noticed Perrie. "Are you sure you are ready to leave this all behind? Your heart seemed to not want to." Jade shakes her head.

"I'm doing the right thing, Pez. It's for Maggie's and my own good." She says, returning her eyes back to the architecture. "The last time I remember, you were wrong about your decisions."

"What now, Pez? I can't just simply chicken out now that he's gone for good. He simply left. I can't stand running around the house without him getting remembered," Jade stops as she's about to cry. The last time she did that, she ended up breaking down, while her heart was being torn into pieces. "It just hurts me." She gave up and cries. 

"At least, your children's there with you." Perrie cheering her up. "Let's hurry and get the two from their aunts before being squeezed." Perrie says and the two laugh. 

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"Wow Jade! I can already distinguish these two from their personalities!" Leigh exclaims. "What do you mean?" She was dumbfounded. "Breanne is surely going to be a diva when she grows up!" She says. 
"And Ashlynn is a sweet one. I think I'm wanting children already!!" 

She wasn't ready to face her children. She is going to remember nothing but Harry again. 

"Where are you? I miss you."

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Sorry! This one's short. But hope you like it. I'm listening to "Love me or Leave me" by Little Mix followed by "Love you goodbye" 

I WAS LITERALLY CRYING WHILE WRITING THIS....