7:07 a.m.

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3:07pm
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josh and I were walking down the street and the store was in view. when i tripped over a rise in the sidewalk and almost fell,
"oh, ff-rick."
josh grabbed my arm and steadied me while laughing.
"Man, i have never heard you swear before." I roll my eyes.
"okay and?" he shrugs
"Howcome? like how come you never swear?" I think about it.
"I don't really know. its just never been quite appealing to me."
he nods, "I don't like swearing a lot but sometimes its just slips."
I nod.
"I said fuck once and my dad lashed out on me."
his eyes immediately shot to me with concern.
"Dont worry about it, I'm fine."
He bit his lip and nodded.
we walk into the store and he just follows me around.
"Weren't you coming here for something on your own?"
he looks taken back by the question, honestly.
he scratches the back of his neck. "Yeah, sorry if I bothered you. I'll go now." he laughs dryly.
"oh, well I meant like, don't you need something? you're not bothering me or anything I just-" I shrug. he has a look of relief and smiles, "okay, yeah I'll go grab what I need." And he jogs off. He comes back with a redbull and smiles.
"Oh, dude I should've asked you to get me one of those." He laughs. "I can go get you one." I smile, "its okay, we can just both walk over there." He nods and we walk to the drinks. He opens the door and grabs one for me.
"Thank you."
he nods, "yeah, of course."
we start walking to the check outlines when I start thinking;
I wonder why he seems so relaxed. maybe he just doesn't like school. I mean who does. maybe he's just grumpy in the morning? but then again almost everyone is. Except those weird people who actually enjoy mornings. I wonder what its like to be so energetic all the time. I'm always tired. but then again I don't sleep a lot."tyler? hello?"
I blink and look over at josh.
"Oh, i-im sorry. I was just thinking."
he nods, "that's okay, what we're you thinking about?"
I shrug, "I don't know. a lot of things."
he nods, "I think about a lot of things, too."
i nod when all of a sudden
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