'Unworthy'
Broken into pieces,
Far to gone to find myself.
Unable to look at the pictures on the shelf.
I am not what the pictures captured.
My smile is false and faltered.
I'm more than what the photograph shows.
Shameful tears melt into my skin.
Forevermore, forcing my heart to live in debt.
Hidden away, the bigger the sin the harder I work to keep it a secret.
I'm always worried, always ashamed, always under that threat.
Broken bones and twisted smiles.
Bloody tears that refuse to hide.
Alone for miles.
Parallel smiles and the same lie, "I'm fine"
So sick of what I've become.
Where did that little girl go?
The one that didn't worry about what she could know.
