Wide smiles,
Bright smiles,
Red cheeks,
Joy filled,
So many things to be upset about,
But so many more reasons to smile.
It hurts to think of loosing it.
But it feels so good to believe in the happiness in your eyes.
Wanting to laugh blissfully along with you.
To share our futures together.
To look back and always know that your there,
Loving, instead of Judgement.
So utterly lucky that I remain to have this.
Joy that rest inside.
Brightening my world.
Picking up the broken pieces that threatened to cut you.
Giving me strength.
Helping me push forward.
Making me cry, from the beauty that comes from deep inside your words.
The great movement that changed inside my heart, changing everything.
Giving me new hope, that once never existed.
That I was so much more,
More than I had told myself all these years,
Regretting all that I'd become.
But knowing that I have more to live for than myself.
