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Chapter 101: Third Grader

I feel good to be back

nobody cares tho.

aight. i'm vvvvvvvvvvv sick since two days ago and I have to skip school for A WEEK. damn bro, I have nothing to do but rest and.....update

-juureo
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"In another life, i would be your boy, we'd keep all our promises be us against the world," Chan was lying on the bed, singing like he was drunk or in vain or something. I kept laughing at him, to be honest. He's too cute and precious to cry over a pokémon game.

"In another life, I would make you stay, so I don't have to say you were the one that got away, the one that got away,"

"Oh my josh, Lee Chan. You should stop, seriously!" I couldn't stop laughing "You're like, seventeen times more emo than Wonu right now,"

"I was Ash and you were my pikachu, never one without the other, we made a pact. sometimes when I miss you, I hunt for a raichu,"

"Seriously, Channie, wake uuuuuup!" I hit his arm lightly and chuckled "Stop crying, your hyungs will surely laugh at you,"

"But I feel so broken hearted," he looked at me and sat up

"It's just a game,"

"Come to think of it. If you were in the game, I would also do everything to catch you. Don't you ever get that feeling?" he stared straight at me

"Well....." I shrugged "If it's Soonyoung, then-"

"Ugh, I knew it," he looked away and shook his head "Did you not fall in love with me? even for once? even for just a split second?"

holy sheet i-

"Chan, what are you say-"

"I don't know how to stop worrying about you. I mean, when it was my birthday, Soonyoung hyung kissed you and I cried on the bus all the way home," he sighed "You got your first kiss with my awesome hyung.....on my.....birthday," he paused for a while and then bitterly chuckled

"How did you know about that?" I gulped

"I came back, to be honest. And when I did, your lips were locked with his. And it......it hurt, really. So I ran back to where hyung left me,"

I was speechless and I just fixed my gaze at him. He looked so gloomy and it really made me sad

"I felt mild heartbreak, when I heard Joshua hyung confess to you. And I felt the heavy type when Soonyoung hyung kissed you and I just feel so dumb for not letting go even if I always end up getting hurt," his voice started to become shaky. I moved closer and gave him a tight hug

"I'm so sorry,"

"It's my fault, you know? I told Jeonghan hyung about this and he told me to let go because I don't stand a chance against Hoshi hyung. But i'm so hard headed!" he replied

"You were there when threats were thrown at me, you were there on my birthday, you were there when I was hurting myself. You're so kind and you mean a lot to me, that's why I fell for you," he added

oh my, I felt guilt covering me up

"Chan, you don't deserve me," I stared at him "There will always be someone else,"

"There's no other Minseul like you!" he whined

this boy is the whiny type, I swear to josh