I lose myself again
I am thrown into a wall and shattered
the pieces fly in every direction and I cannot catch any of them
I am chained to the chaos of it all
It swirls in my mind
Thoughts of you
And you
And you
I tell them to leave
But they stay
They stay
And they stay
I am the one who will have to go
I am the one to leave myself behind and move on while they play in the broken pieces
They laugh
I look at them from the outside
My eyes are empty
And they laugh.
