My brothers best friend

I hate you i love you

OMG I TOTALLY FORGOT TO POST THIS CHAPTER BEFORE THE FINAL ENDING!!!!!

This is the chapter before the FINAL ENDING and if you'd like to read this bit you can but otherwise it doesn't matter. 

Ashton POV

I was tired and fed up of looking after Ari all the time. Constant need of attention and care just wasn't me, so I decided to go on a wild night out with a few old friends round this area.

I called Bryan, Jessie, Rose, James and Peter and they all agreed to come so we went out to a night club not far from town.

When we got there I could smell the alcohol and sweat from people as they danced around often falling and laughing.

James came over and patterned my shoulder asking me if I was okay almost 24/7 whilst giving me drink after drink.

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"This party is awesome!" Jessie smiled as she sat on my lap with a drink in her hand and caught her breath.

I nodded my head. "It really is." I laughed. "But it's not a party Jess."

"It's close enough." She slurred pouring the remaining drink down her throat wincing and then laughing. "Have fun Ashton! Dance with me!"

She pulled me up and I followed her to the dance floor. Upbeat songs came on and I moved to the beat as she did too. Soon enough she began grinding sexually on me as she flipped her hair occasionally.

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Jessie was completely wasted and I needed to get her home. I called us a cab and took her back to her apartment. I laid her down on her bed and watched as she rolled over on her side drooping her hand down off the side.

I went to leave when I heard her bed creak and saw her sitting up staring at me mischievously. I looked at her confused before she spoke.

"Stay with me." She said seductively whilst crawling on her bed to the end and grabbing my hands.

I tried to pull them away. "Jessie, I have a girlfriend and you're incredibly drunk right now." I said pushing her back gently.

"Forget her, you already have otherwise you would be looking after her right now ash and I'm not that drunk." She giggled still slurring over her words.

I shook my head again trying to think of other reasons and I couldn't. There were none at that point so I did what I never thought I'd ever do.

I kissed Jessie slowly before pushing her down on the bed me climbing on top of her and kissing her harder and quicker. She fiddled with the hem of my shirt before unbuttoning in and pulling it off. I copied her actions but pulling her top off over her head. I kissed down her stomach and pulled down her jeans leaving her in just her underwear.

That was it. I was no longer who I thought I was. I cheated on my girlfriend with my own best mate and I can't believe I could ever do such a thing.

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I woke up the next day in her bed my arm drooped around her waist. I quickly moved my arm and got up looking for my clothes. I felt sick to my stomach with guilt as I left the room and then the apartment quickly.

I arrived back at the hotel and saw Michael and Gina asleep on the sofa. I closed the door and Mike woke up.

"Where have you been all night?" He asked his voice croaking.

I coughed scratching my arm. "I- well I -" I stuttered.

"You didn't!?" Gina yelled sitting up and eyeing me up. "You're in the same clothes, you smell of booze and sweat. You went clubbing all night leaving your sick girlfriend at home all alone." Gina tutted.