Waiting For Perfection

Three

I woke to the sound of raindrops hitting my window.

I looked outside to see that the sky was full of dark gray clouds and that matched how I was feeling right now.

My mind was in a daze as I got ready to go back to the one place I hated the most.

I could hear the voices of my parents and I just knew that they were on their phones probably arguing with the person on the other line.

See my parents were very hard working but they never had time for me, they only talked to me to ask about my grades.

Since my parents were very well known they had very high expectations of me but I couldn't help but feel like I let them down way too many times.

I was a huge disappointment in my parents eyes but they weren't the only ones.

I let a lot of people down and in truth I'm just one big letdown.