Chapter 9- lonley

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Blake POV :
I watched Alex walk home from my window. I felt so shitty. But then that feeling turned to another emotion. Anger. Anger towards Tyler because he didn't hear me out. Anger towards Josh because he made Alex and I go inside.
I turned towards my posters and thought about ripping them but as I picked one up, I stopped myself.
" you're gonna regret it" I say as I turn towards my speakers. I plug my phone in and press shuffle. My Chemical Romance comes on.
" to un-explain the unforgivable" I turn it up and lay down on my bed and close my eyes, drowning in Gerard's beautiful voice.
I loose track of time but I look outside and it's kinda dark.
I go downstairs and look around. Josh was on the couch, sat looking at his phone.
" God I hope he's not mad at me" I say under my breathe
" I'm not Blake. Although Tyler isn't impressed" Josh walks over to me and embraces me in a hug.
" Josh I I need to tell you what happened. I need to get it off my chest"
/ after telling Josh\
" why didn't you tell me before? I'm so sorry you didn't deserve that" Josh said, tears in his eyes.
" Could you maybe not  tell Tyler? I don't  want him to think I'm a slut" I say shyly to Josh. His expression changes
" no no no Blake. He won't think you're a slut at all. It wasn't your fault this happened. I have to tell Tyler and Jenna though. Tyler was mad because he didn't know if you where okay or not I promise. ( see what I did there?) He won't me mad."
Authors note:
I've got writers block and I'm so sorry I haven't updated in ages. I will try too and I'm sorry that this is such a crappy short chapter. Love you all :)

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