||Just for you|| Kaneki Ken/ Sasaki Haise ||Oneshots||

Shiro!Kaneki x Tortured!Reader - Alone

Request from: @Killuaisnotonfire

Let's all just assume Jason isn't dead for this one shot, haahaahahaa......

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"Yeah, go ahead, don't worry about it! I'll close for the day. You just worry about studying alright?" With a damp rag in your hand, you waved toward Touka who began packing her school items in her bag. "Have a goodnight!" As she closed the door behind her and walked up the stairs to her room, you continued to wipe down all the tables and counters before you walked around to make sure everything was in place and ready for the next morning.

Stepping outside in the chilly winter night, you locked the door behind you and walked down the steps onto the road which lead to your warm and cozy house. Fixing your coat, a huge gust of wind came at your direction sweeping your hat off your head and away into the night.

Turning around, you ran over to your hat on the ground and just as you were about to grab it a large pair of hands picked it up and held it to you. "Thank you." Smiling, you looked up and saw a tall man with white hair wearing a red mask covering his mouth. Your eyes averted toward the small figure, which seemed to be a girl, next to him wrapped and draped in a purplish cloak.

Raising her arm and pointing at you, she let out a giggle before saying, "Get her~". The next thing you knew, you were knocked unconscious.

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Fluttering your eyelids open, you looked around at the large room and noticed that your arms and feet were tied against the chair, enabling you to move or escape. Hearing a large door creak open, you looked up and saw a large man wheeling a cart over next to you. Looking up at him with desperate eyes, you shook your head. "P-please don't kill me.."

Grabbing a large sharp whipping tool, he smiled down at you and held it high causing a large shiver to run down your spine. "Oh dear, I'm not going to kill you. I'm just going to be torturing you."

A loud piercing scream escaped your lips as he swung the whip down at your legs cutting them slightly with blood silently seeking out of the cuts. "I can't kill you. After all, that's not what I was sent to do. With another sudden whip, your loud scream filled the large empty room.

The torture never seemed to stop. The minutes felt like hours and dried blood stained your arms and legs with a small puddle of your blood beginning to form underneath you. 'How am I not dead yet...' You thought as your eyes lost their sparkle. 'This is what Kaneki went through wasn't it..'

"Keep counting!" With a hard whip, you screamed your lungs out as you began shaking and breathing hectically. "Eight hundred, s-s-seventy four.." Your piercing scream filled the area as he cut your cheek with a knife and made random cuts on your arms and legs, blood seeping out of all the cuts. Your screams were all that kept you sane. 'Scream. Keep screaming.'

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A loud piercing scream interrupted Kaneki from his coffee as he glanced toward Ayato who was fixing his mask on the ground nearby him. "Are they torturing somebody again?" Kaneki asked as Ayato shrugged his shoulders, eyes not looking away from the mask.

"They found a girl and decided to take her. At least that's what Eto told me. I could care less about this though." Ayato replied as he frustratedly tried to fix his mask. "A girl?" Kaneki softly said to himself as he decided to make his way down toward the torture chamber.

Opening the large door toward, Jason turned toward Kaneki with a scowl on his face. "What is it?" He growled as you shook slightly in the chair. Kaneki looked over at you and saw that the roots of your hair were turning a white color. His heart stopped beating for a second as he continued to look at you. You looked...familiar, but he couldn't tell because your head was hung down.

"Keep counting!"

Throwing your head up, you screamed as scattered numbers flew out of your mouth. Your large gasps echoing in the room. Turning your head, you looked at the guest in the room and his eyes widened as he made eye contact with you.

"(F/N)!" Kaneki ran over and placed his hands on your face, but retreated them as you winced harshly at the contact of his hands. Looking down at his hands, blood covered them and he shook in fear and worry at the thought of you being tortured. "Leave now Kaneki." Jason said coldly as Kaneki turned toward him.

"She's had enough for the day." Kaneki stated as he used his kagune to break the chains on you. "What?! Do you want to get tortured again?! Is that what you want?! To take her spot?!" Kaneki grabbed your hand and squeezed it as he looked at Jason.

"Jason." Eto's loud and strong voice broke the tension in the room as she swung her legs up high. "That's enough. Get out of there." Clicking his tongue, he trudged away as he mumbled nonsense while he left. Eto swiftly and quietly jumped down on the floor and hopped away after Jason, leaving the two of you alone.

Kaneki turned to look at you whose form was quietly shaking. He bent down and studied all the dry cuts and dried blood on your legs with streaks that ran on either side. "I-I didn't know...I didn't know they had you..I could've came earlier..." Looking up through his lashes into your faded and cloudy eyes, he wanted to throw himself at the wall and scream. He could've saved you from this. Your eyes glanced up into his as a small tear escaped and slid down your cheek, streaking it.

"Can you stand?" Kaneki helped you onto your feet, but they were too weak to support you. You wobbled and your legs shook as you fell back down, into Kaneki's arms breathing heavily. "It hurts to move.." You told him softly as he moved his arm under your legs and lifted you up, carrying you somewhere safer.

White. Your hair has fully turned white like his now. It was a beautiful color on you yet at the same time it was a sorrowful shade. Gently setting you on his bed, he cleaned and covered all your cuts as you looked up at the ceiling with blank thoughts.

"Is this what you went through too?" You said quietly, still looking up at the ceiling. "It must have been painful..but," You turned your heads to look at him, a small sparkle in your eye shocking him a bit. "You're not alone anymore."

Kaneki smiled sympathetically at you as he finished covering your cuts. "I was never alone when I had you. You never made me feel alone, you're just that good." You let out a soft sigh as you closed your eyes and drifted to sleep. Kaneki carefully slipping next to you, embracing you as the two of you slept a peaceful sleep.