rant, memories, and thank you's.

letter to a toxic friend pt2

You are the reason. I know that now.

You are the reason I feel so worthless, so useless, so numb.

I'd spend nights thinking that if I went to sleep I'd wake up and everything would be okay again.

Maybe you don't care, but you messed up my life, my thought process, everything.

I AM mad at you! And you have the nerve to ask why?

Here is why.

You never talk to me, but you text me.

You act as if I'm still your friend, but you don't actually care.

You confessed to me and then pushed me away because I made you 'weak'.

What if I like you too?

I guess it doesn't matter though.

Even if this never gets to you I hope you know that, I know you're toxic, but at this point I'm already so poisoned that I don't think it matters.