Letters to Donghyuck

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February 14, 2015

Donghyuck,

You left today and I cried. Taeil hyung told me I need to stop crying over you but I can't, that's just too hard to do! Won't you please come back?

  Love always,

    Minhyung

April 21, 2015

Donghyuck,

It's been two months since you left. I don't cry as much. Taeyong hyung says that I need to stop waiting for you because you'll only hurt me more. I'll still be waiting, hoping to see you every day.

  Love always,

    Minhyung

June 6, 2015

Donghyuck,

Today is your birthday. I know you've read my messages...you have right? Anyway, I wanted to spend your birthday with you, but you never came. Jaehyun hyung says that I need to give up on you, but if I stop believing you'll eventually come back to me then who will? I'm still patiently waiting for you to return.

  Love always,

    Minhyung

June 10, 2015

Donghyuck,

Renjun says that you'll never come back to me. That made me cry. I just couldn't believe Renjun would say something like that! Can you? He just doesn't understand us. I know you'll come back.

  Love always,

    Minhyung

June 17, 2015

Donghyuck,

You are coming back, aren't you?

  Love always,

    Minhyung

June 23, 2015

Donghyuck,

How dare you leave me and ignore me! Do you even read my letters?

  Love always,

    Minhyung

June 30, 2015

Donghyuck,

Why won't you answer me?

  Love always,

    Minhyung

July 3, 2015

Donghyuck,

it was Ten hyung who told me to write these letters, but now he thinks I need to stop....He says it's unhealthy.

  Love always,

    Minhyung

July 11, 2015

Donghyuk,

Jeno and Jaemin came over today. They told me Yuta hyung was getting married. I couldn't believe it! Can you? He's marrying Hansol hyung! Remember when you promised that would be us? It could've been, but you left... Anyway, remember when you told me you just knew they'd get married one day? I still owe you that kiss...

  Love always,

    Minhyung

July 22, 2015

Donghyuck,

You never showed up to Yuta hyung and Hansol hyung's wedding. I saved you a seat and you never showed up.

  Love always,

    Minhyung

August 2, 2015

Donghyuck,

Don't you think you're being a little selfish now? It's my birthday! Mine! You never showed up! Why are you being so rude to me these days?

  Love always,

    Minhyung

December 26, 2015

Donghyuck,

I had to spend Christmas alone because you've been ignoring me. I cried today. Do you not love me anymore?

  Love always,

    Minhyung

February 14, 2016

Donghyuck,

It's been a year since you left me, and still no word! You're angering me. I thought you loved me! Why are you doing this to me...

  Love always,

    Minhyung

Minhyung cried as he sealed the last letter he would ever write to Donghyuck. He put it with the many other letters he'd written: in a shoebox. He quickly grabbed the shoebox and got into his car to visit Donghyuck The tears glided down his already swollen, unblemished skin at a rapid pace. The letter reads:

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June 6, 2016

Donghyuck,

It's your birthday today. Since you've decided to stop coming to me, I've decided to come to you. Everything's finally starting to make sense now. You never wanted to leave, did you? You were never really ignoring me and no matter how much I wanted to believe it, you were never really coming back. That's finally sunken in, so this will be the last letter I write to you. I'm so sorry. I'm not in that much pain anymore and I'm definitely not in denial any longer. I do still miss you though. I really miss you!

  Love always,

    Minhyung

P.S,

I'm sorry I couldn't protect you. I wish it was me in your place because if it was me you'd still be alive....I'm sorry. I love you, and I'll continue to love you for the rest of my life. Forever and always.
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