Book 1 : an impossible year. | Ryden & Brallon

twenty øne - temporary fix.

dallon's pov

oh my god.

how did i not think of even asking him for his name?!

"Wait Ryan?!" i ask

"Ryan wh-" brendon starts

"what the fuck brendon? i didn't even speak to any guys while i was in england, because i knew my move WAS TEMPORARY! all i could think of was getting back home to you! and i come back to see you've replaced me with some dude?!" ryan yells

he turns to me "no offense to you, because you've been so so so nice to me, i'm sure you're a wonderful person" he turns to me and speaks softly

wait, temporary?

was this whole thing just temporary until his boyfriend got back?

i feel my eyes start to water.

"it's okay, i'm sorry i unintentionally started stealing your boyfriend, i'll let you guys talk, i'll see you in class" i smile sadly at ryan and walk away without even looking at brendon.

"Dallon wait!-"

"save it, brendon. you look like you've got some catching up to do, i'll talk to you later" i walk away feeling my cheeks heating up.

i walk to the bathroom and sit in a stall and just cry.

i cry and cry.

i knew it was too good to be true.

whatever i'm going home.

i call my mom and tell her i'm not feeling well, she says she's not home but she can call the school to excuse me and let me go home.

i walk home and lay in my bed.

i was just temporary this whole time.

that's why he hadn't taken the pictures of ryan down in his room.

i close my eyes and listen to sad music until i fall asleep.