Haven't done a sad chapter in a while...so get ready for pain!
Cas: hello dean. I know you don't get these messages anymore, realistically, but I hope I can still get what I'm saying through somehow. You were by far the best part of my long painful life. You always forgave me for whatever I did. You never showed anger towards anyone you loved, only gentleness and love. You always put others first, no matter what. You were what anyone would ever strive to be.
And just like that, you were stripped from us. Every day I wish I could have been on that damn hunt. To just have one more minuet with you. To see your emerald eyes one more time.
Maybe if I was there it would have been me, not you. God, I wish it was me.
Every day I go to your grave. It's beautiful, by the way. We put Dahlia flowers are around you because we know they are your favorite.
I love you so much. I always will. You're the only one for me, dean Winchester.
See you soon.
