But why? // minizerk ff

5

*3 days later*
Josh ❤️: Sooo are you ready :)

Simon: hellzzzz yeah

Josh ❤️: good :) I'm going in the car with Tobi and your going in the car with jj

Simon: yep 100% well done now stfu and let me get ready

Josh❤️: kk, see ya soon xx

Le time skip cuz I'm lazy af

I walked lankily into Jjs room but making sure i knocked first because god knows wtf he could be doing..... its jj he could literally be riding a donkey whiles striping to PPAP.
"COME ON YOU MANGO WE HAVE TO GO!" I yell whilst opening the door as I quite obviously knew he wasn't ready
"OOOKKKK IM COMKNG MINTER"
He yelled starting to get angry but laughing it off.
Skip car ride to Thorpe park

I got out the car, stumbling a bit, trying to find my feet. I was becoming more and more nervous by the second, my head was pounding with a million reasons for josh not to like me. What if I'm to ugly? What if I'm really annoying in real life? Ughhhhh why does this always happen to me?
"Hello Simon"
I hear a unfamiliar yet well known voice say, it had a warm tone and a almost parental vibe to it, but also it was so harsh and longingly sounding, my mind filled with a million different people, then suddenly the thought came to the front of my mind
"JOSH!!" I say almost shouting as loud as I could, I didn't care who heard me I was just so relieved to finally hear the depth of his voice in person.
We ran with the wind in our hair at each other and fell into a warm in brace, my arms wrapped around him lovingly, although we had not been talking much, I think i fell in love with him.... no I'm not gay
Still in the cwtch I hear a muffled
"Hello pancake" in my ear, I smile and reply with a cheeky
"Hello daddy" I laugh as he does not breaking away the hug
"Fuck of minter" he says whiles giving a sly laugh
"Ummmm guys we have some rides to RIDEEEEE" I hear Harry almost scream from behind us, we awkwardly break apart and look at eachother for what felt like years, he's so pre......... fuck IM NOT GAY
We walk around the park for what feels like years, our hands casually brushing against each other every now and again, I crack a little smile as I see Josh's eyes light up when he sees a ride that doesn't quit go upside down but is practically a HUGE loop
"I wanna go on that" josh says with a giggle sounding like an immature kid about to go on a spooky rollercoaster for the first time
"Ye we will be tha bomb" I say laughing to myself, knowing I'm class at fast rides, heights tho.... not so much :/
"Fuck yeah, we are gnna thrash this BEAST, but Simon, can you keep up?!!"  From that moment on, I knew today was going to be one of the best days ever, now that josh was hear