But why? // minizerk ff

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Simons POV

I open my eyes before looking down and seeing Josh's flawless face rested on my chest. God last night was great, the feeling of knowing I was with josh... it felt heavily. Today I knew josh was going back home, as much as it pains me to say it. I was awoken by a wild jj screaming
"KEEP UP MOTHER FUCKERS, KEEP UP BITCHES.. DAMN SON!!" I have to live with this dick. Wtf is life. Jjs mad screaming by Viks small voice shouting
"FUCK YOU KSI... FUCKK UUUUUU!!"
W o w
Yes, any chance I may have had with josh has now probably been ruined by my housemates screaming..... fuck me over. I longingly watch josh wake up, watch his eyes wonder and stare at me
"Hello moné"
"Wtf if moné?"
"Your new nickname"
I'm pissed now... not really, could never be pissed at josh, I love him so much.. but he doesn't love me, it's pretty clear he doesn't because he has a girlfriend, so he's straight :,(
Le time skip to the train station
Why do you have to go I wonder, I wish he could stay forever he makes me so happy... why must he always leave me... ugh fml I hate life, so fucking depressed. But right now josh is with me, so that's all that matters
"Bye joshy.... I'm going to miss you" I say, almost in tears because I know, this is it... he will either leave me forever or come back in a couple months.
"Bye moné, I wish I would never leave... your my internet best friend.... but why Must I leave... Simon... I think I love you.... yeah" my heart started pounding... this was a troll, he was trolling for sure... he must be.....
"Josh..... I actually love you, this time we've spent together makes me feel so happy, every time I see you my heart skips a beat and I go a little light headed" I say, not wanting to sound tooooo gay... eh fuck it I'm gay.
"Simon" I hear josh say as he opens his arms waiting for me to hug him, I run into the hug as fast as my legs can take me
"I love you josh" I say smiling onto his neck
"I love you to... with homo" I hear whispered into my ear, making the hairs on my neck stand on end.