But why? // minizerk ff

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Simon POV

"Should we get going?" I stated nudging my face towards the other men who where probably starting to get worried
"Yeah.... si, I don't have anywhere to stay tonight.. it was to late to book a hotel room so can I stay round yours? I know we just met and stuff but I would REALLY love it if I could stay?" I hesitate thinking 'what would jide say?' But then I remember 'fuck it's my house to'
"Yeah sure thing josh... and don't take this weirdly but if jj has issues with you staying on the couch or maybe if HE brings back one of the lads and their aint no place to stay.... will you umm... stay in my bed?" I say nervously.. eagerly awaiting an answer
"Of corse Simon..... love you bro" josh replies brining a wave of relief over my body
"Love you to bro"
Le time skip to when they get home cuz I'm hella lazy

Jj thought it was wise to bring home a little Indian boy that he wanted to kidnap... joking lol he brought back vik... another 'minecraft' youtuber (pedo) and he wanted him to stay on the couch.. this lead josh to sleep in my bed
"Want a drink?" I ask josh as I head towards the kitchen about to grab myself some Pepsi
"Dr Pepper?" He asks and I nod in return.
Josh POV
Simon walked out of the room going to get my drink of Dr Pepper.. I drank nothing other then it.. my emotions in a complete mess, my mind in 10000 different places. Why must my feelings be like this? I have come to the conclusion I like Simon.. BUT IM NOT GAY.... or am I? I have a girlfriend ff.... But why do I feel this way about him? Simons the person I have always wanted to be.. Slim, blonde and all the girls crowd around him, Simon is perfect in every way and I'm just a fat 23 year old with a 'in the works' beard... shit he's coming.. act natural
Simon POV
"I brought your drink joshy"  I hand the soft drink to him, his eyes light up as it's obvious it's his fave. He's so damn perfect, the way he laughs, the facts he's squidgy but slim, his hair and his fluffy little beard.....but he has a girlfriend so he could never like me.......I'm never good enough for anyone.... jfc being gay is so hard