But why? // minizerk ff

6

Simon POV

I stumble out of my seat, my feet still trembling from what I just experienced, I remember siting next to josh and hearing his loud scream traveling through my ears.. it was so loud the whole park probably heard it. I  walked of swaying side to side as if I was drunk, when in reality I was just a bit stiff from the heights
"Awwww is Simon to pussy for big rides"  I hear JJ mock as I continue to stumble along
"Fuck of Jj" I reply trying to sound sassy when in reality I was trying my very hardest not to vomit uncontrollably
"Fuck off jj, Simons going to spend some 1 on 1 time with me. I haven't met him before today" I hear josh tell JJ in a harsh tone, almost as if he was demanding time with me.
I walk along side josh, our hands lightly brushing against eachother every so often, my heart skipping a little whenever we do so.
"You wanna get something to eat?" I ask josh, we where alone and I was tying to spark a conversation, as much as I lived silence with josh I have always felt incredibly lonely and needy when it comes to human interaction.
"I'm good, but I could fancy a hot chocolate or something, as it is almost Christmas" josh contributed. It was Farley cold outside so we slowly made our way over to the ridiculously priced stall which was selling food and drinks
"What do you want to drink?" I say, offering to pay and order
"Na mate, I'm paying for this one" josh said with a smile, looking my way with his eyes latching onto mine.
"One tea please" I say, nodding towards josh, as if to say thank you.
We both got handed out hot drinks and we strode around the buzzing park. We could see children's faces light up as soon and they saw their fave ride. This made josh so happy and heh certainly acted like a "daddy". My thoughts wondered to various places as me and josh spoke about multiple things suck as youtube, him not showing his face and also why he was growing out a beard, when my thoughts where interrupted by a loud ear piercing squeak coming from behind me
"OMFG ITS MINIMINTER OMFG" i heard as a small girl came running up to me with one of the biggest smiles on her face, her hair was brown with blond highlights and a smokey cat eye
"I watch every one of your videos and I love jjs chane....... who the fuck is this?"
She turned to face josh who had a startled look of his face
"I'm Zerkaa" he replied shyly, smiling to himself as he knew nobody knew his name
"OMFG THIS IS WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE JFC I SHOULD HABE RECOGNISED YOUR VOICE HOW THE FUCK DID I NOT KNOW W T F" I glanced at him and smiled, almost saying "well done mate". The small girl took a selfie with us and chatted for a small amount of time before heading off on her own adventure
"Pretty brace of you to say that daddy" I reply hugging him as I knew it probably took millions of balls that I truthfully do not have to say that.
"Thanks minter" he replied going a slight shade of red, causing me to blush with him
"Soooo when are your other subs going to see yer face?" I replied curiously, not meaning to be nosey
"Well Simon, after meeting you, you have been giving me confidence, so truthfully... tomorrow" he said fiddling with his fingers and stuttering on his words
"I'm so proud joshy" I said swooping him into a huge teddy bear hug
"I love you Simon" he said into the crack on my neck
"I love you 2 Joshua... but no homo" I say hugging him more then ever but slightly laughing because 'no homo'
"That's right si...... no homo"
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65 reads!!! Holy moly cow I'm so happy, tanking you all so so much, hope your all enjoying the book :) I'm thinking of writing another sidemen or phan book along side this, and I'm wondering What ship you would all like :) tank uuuu