Vacation With My Cousin

19 : It hurts

It was Wednesday morning when Anastasia visited me on my condo. Alam nia, oo. The affair I had with Chanty. Mahal ko si Chanty, oo. Pero may isa akong dapat di sirain na alam ko naman ngayon ay okay na okay.

I'm shirtless that time when Anastasia visited me. Tumawag din si Chanty noon. Pero she heard Anastasia look for the food. Irita ko siang tinignan pero lumapit sia at biglang pinaglaruan ang utong ko and it was one of my weakness spot.

Para akong binuhusan ng isang drum na malamig na tubig nang sabihin ni Chanty that Stephen and her are officially dating and by her tone -- hindi sia nagsinungaling and Chanty will never lie to me

I forced myself not to believe it but it was confirmed when I went to their house and I saw Stephen and her from their house. Masaya siya and I can see it in her face.

Sinabi kong ako ang bahala but with what I did masasabi ko pa kayang ako ang bahala?

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Today is Sunday and I'm planning to take Chanty to church today pero paano na hindi naman nia ako kinakausap? I sighed.

Pupuntahan ko nalamang sia sa kanila. Hindi na ako kailangang mag busina pa kasi nang makita ako ng guard nila, he then open the parking lot gate for me.

Pumasok na ako ng bahay nila and I saw one of their yaya "Ya, si Chanty po?" magalang kong tanong "Nasa gazebo po sir kasama yung boyfriend niang si Stephen." napakunot ang noo ko, kaya pala may isang sasakyan na nakaparada sa labas. I sighed "Eh si tita? tito?" I spoke.

"Nasa Toronto na po si Sir at si Ma'am naman po ay namalengke kasama si manang Linda " magalang niang sabi, ngumiti lang ako sa kanya atsaka nagtungo na sa gazebo. From where I am standing, I saw them -- Stephen and Chanty -- nakasandal pa sia kay Stephen.

"Chant." I called. Napalingon silang dalawa and I saw how cold she look at me. Parang di man lamang sia nagulat ng makita ako.

"Ano ginagawa mo dito?" she said in a cold tone. I sighed heavily "Di mo lang ba ako ipapakilala sa boyfriend mo?" I said emphasizing the word boyfriend.

She sighed and faked a smile, "Steph, si Lucho pinsan ko. Lucho, si Stephen, my boyfriend" she introduced us to eachother. Stephen offered me his hand and I shook it.

"Can we talk Chant?" I told her. Walang emosyon syang napatingin sa akin "I have my visitor." she said casually, para namang lumiwanag ang mukha ni Stephen.

I smirked "I am your visitor too. Di naman ako dito nakatira so you must entertain me too." I said nonchalantly. Kunot noo itong nakatingin sa akin. "Pinsan kita kaya makakausap kita kahit kailan kaya pwede ba Lucho! Ineentertain ko yung boyfriend ko." halata sa boses nito ang pagkairita.

I smirked "That's it!" I snapped "You can talk to me anytime and anytime is this time." I said confidently. I saw her face appalled and she sighed heavily. Ganyan ba sia kagalit sa akin para magbuntong hininga sia ng ganyan.  Napatingin sia kay Stephen at tumango naman ito atsaka umuna na siyang maglakad patungo taas -- to her room.

I locked the door. Mabuti na lamang at soundproof lahat ng kwarto dito. We are distant inches away.

"Baby, let me explain." malumanay kong sabi, I was about to walk towards her when she stop me "Only until there Lucho." she said coldly. Napalunok laway ako.

"Explain." she spoke in the middle of silence.

"Alam ni Anastasia lahat -- all about our affair." panimula ko, nakita kong bahagyang napanganga sya

I heave a sigh before I continue, "she went to my condo and.." napayuko ako. I don't know how to say it in a good way pero may good way ba iyon para masabi ko?

"And?" tiimbagang niang sabi "And you did it right?" taas kilay niang sabi, parang pinutol ang dila ko at hindi ako makapagsalita. Tumawa sia ng mapait "Wow, then congratulations to you." nakita kong marahan niang pinahid ang luha nia at bubuksan na sana ang pintuan pero pinigilan ko ito.

"S-Sorry" that's what all I managed to say. Yes, I had sex with Anastasia last night because she blackmailed me.

Itinabig nia ang kamay ko at humikbi "Sorry?" she laughed sarcastically "Sorry lang? paano kong sabihin ko din sayo, sorry Lucho dahil tapos na tayo!" she exclaimed.

Nanginit ang mga mata ko sa narinig ko. No! Hindi pwede!

:Oo Lucho, this relationship... oh, lust relationship has to come to an end Lucho! Dahil tapos na tayo at ayoko na!" bulyaw nito sa akin then she sobbed. Niyakap ko sia "Please Chant, don't do this to me.." I said between my sobs, doon ko lang na realized na umiiyak na pala ako

Kumawala sia sa yakap ko at pinunasan ang luha nia "Tumigil na tayo Lucho, mali ito." she sobbed and went out.

I was left dumbfounded and like a baby crying. Umiyak pa ako ng umiyak at di katagalan ay pinunasan na din ang mga luha ko at umalis na

Agad akong umalis sa mansion pero napatingin muna ako dito at nagsalita "Our relationship won't end at ako ang bahala."