Over and over again

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Dimp's pov
*Later that day*
After pushing my first baby out the ambulance came and I had the other baby in the ambulance...now I'm in the hospital bed suppose to getting some sleep but I just can't sleep not without knowing if my babies was okay​... shawn has been trying to talk to me but I'm not trying to hear it because if it wasn't for him yelling at me I wouldn't be here nor would I had had my babies this early...

Shawn-baby please talk to me.... I'm sorry

Dimp-oh my god Shawn...you wanna talk let's talk

Shawn-please stop yelling

Dimp-you want me to stop yelling but when I asked you to stop yelling it was fuck me

Shawn-dimp I'm sorry

Dimp-Shawn sorry ain't gone fix shit right now ....matter fact if my babies don't make it we dead.... you can forget me completely because you will be a non factor in my life ...you better hope I don't kill yo ass

Shawn-baby I'm sorry I should have never let my anger out on you like that....it's not your fault my lil girl died...you didn't even know until I told you-

Dimp-shawn

Shawn-yes

Dimp- Did cane have to do with your baby girl dying

I said after I thought bout it for a minute.... he sighed and spoke

Shawn-um yea that's what I been hearing and I seen him leave the hospital around that time on the tape I saw

I stayed quite because I'm no dummy Shawn not tell me this full story about this cane situation and that's bull shit because we suppose to get married and be happy but I can't deal with these secrets he got

Shawn-baby please talk to me

Dimp-Shawn what do you really want me to say  ...I'm sorry, i accept your apology, what is it that you really want me to say because right now because I'm lost

Shawn-just forgive me for the sake of our kids

Dimp- *laughs* our kids ....we might not even have kids because of yo dumb ass....you know what I don't want this no more...we can talk for the sake of the kids if they even still alive...but other than that I'm done...oh yea here ya ring back

Shawn-please don't do this... please don't leave ...I need you

Dimp-Shawn if you needed me you wouldn't jeopardize our relationship, you keep so much shit from me...you would be real with me... Im not gone stay here with you and these secrets.... you know me when I'm done I'm done

He was about to say something but there was a knock on the door and he left in went in the bathroom I don't know why tho

Dimp-come in

Doctor- hey ma'ma you ready to  see your gorgeous babies

Dimp-oh god yes...are they okay​

Doctor- yes mama I have to explain some things to you when you get  them but other than that they are 100% health just have to keep them here until they get bigger1
...do you wanna walk to see them or bring them in here

Dimp-um I would like to bring them in here because im in a lotta a pain and I really don't think I can walk

Doctor-okay​ mama...and I will bring you some pain meds

Dimp-okay​ thank you so much

Shawn's pov
I understand I fuck up but shit I really don't want her to leave me...I love her so much .....as I walk out I see dimp trying to get out the bed