Adam Driver one shots

Chapter Twelve: And Here I Thought I Was Dead

EXPLICIT SMUT: PROCEED WITH CAUTION

Finn....Poe..... My mind racked with memories of these people, my friends. I held onto them as tightly as I could, not knowing what my fate was here.Leia....Rey......Kylo Ren....Wait what the hell? I can not be thinking of the bastard who captured me. And yet I was thinking about him. His stoic demeanor, his handsome face, his deep voice. All features I could not drive out of my brain no matter how hard I've tried. 

But you have to. You can't be attracted to him. He's a monster.

The clomping of stormtrooper's boots from outside my chamber dragged me from my thoughts. I could hear their hushed whispers from inside the room, and it terrified me to know my own life was being discussed out there. 

Eventually the door burst open, the complete opposite of a mindless stormtrooper filling my view. My eyes widened and my breath hitched in my throat. "Kylo Ren," I manged to spit out. My whole essence seethed with rage, and I could feel darkness clouding my senses. No, you can't let him get to you.

"Jade," his electronically manipulated voice echoed throughout the room, ultimately sending chills down my spine. "I've been watching you for quite some time."Yea, that's not stalkerish or anything. But, you can't tell me you don't relish in the fact he gives you attention.....Shut up!

"So?" I hoped I sounded pissed, even though I was very much the opposite. My whole body began to ache the minute he entered the room, and as hard as I tried to deny it, I couldn't. "Why should I care?"

Though I couldn't see it, I just knew he was smirking under that damned helmet of his. My suspicions were only confirmed when he ripped the thing off, giving me a full spectacle of his face. I bit my lip as his eyes raked my body, and had to clench my legs together to hold in my desire.

"Oh, I think you care very much," his tongue swiped across his lower lip, and I swear I saw stars on just the gesture alone. His fingers brushed along my bare arm, sending a shooting tingle throughout my body. I knew my reaction alone would give me away, and tried my best to conceal it.

"Get away from me," I stammered. Kylo's eyes sparkled with amusement, and he took a step closer. Why does he have to be so damn hot? General Organa never told me her son was this good looking. And this is probably why.

"I've fallen quite hard for you, Jade," his voice was husky, his arousal evident in the way he looked at me. Fuck, that's sexy. "And now I can't seem to get up." His hands roamed my body, eventually planting themselves on my hips. Every touch sent electricity coursing through my body, and I couldn't help but let out a moan.

As soon as I uttered the noise I could see his eyes darken with lust, a small smile appearing on his handsome face. "I knew it," he muttered, most likely more to himself than I. His head dipped into my neck, nipping and kissing the skin around it perfectly.How is he so good? I threw my head back in pleasure. Has he done this before?

That thought alone was enough to send me reeling back. I saw hurt flash briefly in Kylo's eyes, and immediately regretted my decision.But I need to know. "Kylo, have you done this before?" Gods, I hope I don't sound petty. 

"No, I haven't," Kylo confessed, reaching up to cup my cheek. His skin was warm against mine, and I drank in every bit. "Does that bother you?"

"Not at all," I said throatily, igniting a fire in his eyes I hadn't seen until this moment. Without another word, Kylo slid his hands down to my thighs, hoisting my legs around his firm torso. Even through his thick robes I could feel his hard-on, pressing against my already soaked core.

Kylo placed me down on something soft, and I realized I was in his bedroom. So this is where I've been all this time. Interesting. I carded my fingers through his raven-black hair, my grasp tightening around the roots. His face was getting closer and closer by the second, all leading up to that extraordinary moment. My first kiss.And soon to be my first everything, it appears.

His lips collided with mine passionately, eliciting a moan from both of us. I fell back against the bed, pulling him down with me. I could feel his hand slide up my tunic, caressing the smooth skin of my chest. I gasped when he took one of my breasts in his palm, kneading it ever so gently.

"Gods above, Kylo," I panted, arching my back in pleasure. He started peeling off my clothes layer by layer as I did the same to him; until eventually they were thrown into a rather large pile on the floor. I could feel his skin against mine, every curve and muscle of his build new to me. It only made me want to explore them all.

"You're so beautiful, Jade," he breathed, his lips peppering soft kisses all over my face. I felt his hand slide down my body, landing on my opening. I let out a scream when his entire palm clenched my pussy, one finger sliding into me with ease.

Beads of sweat slid down my body as I saw him stick his pussy-covered fingers into his mouth, his tongue swirling around the hot, white liquid. "Mmmm," he hummed with content. "I am going to fuck you so hard."

"Then get on with it," I ran my fingers down his torso, curling my fingers around his firm cock. His eyes screwed shut as I pumped him, his entire being tensing. Suddenly, I felt a a dripping warmth on my abdomen, and knew he'd found his release. I just can't wait for him to do it inside me.

Kylo positioned himself above my entrance while still kissing my lips fiercely. The moment he entered me was the best kind of pleasure I ever felt. My walls tightened around him, and my gut clenched. Everything around me was a blur; the feeling of Kylo's lips on mine, his hands cupping my breasts, his sudden release inside of me.

It was like a tsunami, filling me completely. My nails dug into his back, leaving marks I knew would scar. When he pulled out I fell back against the mattress like a ragdoll, every part of me yearning for more. 

Kylo's strong arms wrapped around my small frame, and I burrowed into his chest, unable to think of anything to say. His lips left kisses on the top of my head, and I gently sucked on his nipple. "Go to sleep, Jade," he said quietly. He wants me to stay? "We have a lot to talk about in the morning."

The morning.....I thought.He would be here in the morning. I would be here in the morning. He wants me, he wants me here. With him. And we know you want him....my inner demons smiled in delight. Maybe, just maybe, loving a monster wasn't that bad.

Because just maybe, I was a monster myself.

A/n: by SherlockedWhyNot