Reader X crush One Shots

Insecure

(Y/n) = your name
(C/n) = crush name
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(Warning: may trigger people, hating yourself) skip if you don't like this one shot. And I have an important a/n in the bottom, please do read if you're insecure about yourself

You looked at yourself in the mirror. You hated how you look, talk, and walk. You frowned and tears started to slip out of your eyes. "I hate myself!" You screamed at yourself. You pulled on your hair and cried.

"Why me!? Why can't I be looking like a model! Why am I so fat! I hate it!" You threw your lifts at the mirror, breaking it. You went on your bed and cried.

The next day

You were invited to the theater with (c/n). You looked at the mirror, seeing a broken you. You sighed and put a big jacket, pants, a scarf, and makeup (if you're a girl)

You went outside and saw (c/n). He/she looked at you. He/she looked very concerned. "(Y/n)? What's with you wearing all that?" "I'm cold that's all." "I never seen you wearing a scarf.." "Like I said," you said going inside his/her car, "I'm cold." You put your seatbelt on. "Okay.."

At the theater

"A big bowl of popcorn and two-" "make the bowl of popcorn small." You told the lady. "Why small? Aren't you gonna get some?" You looked at your stomach. "No.. I ate before I came." You lied. "I mean-" "just get the small and I don't want no drink, but thanks though." You rubbed your arm.

(C/n) frowned and told the lady a small bowl of popcorn and a small drink.

You guys went inside the room where the movie was shown. Once the movie began. You were crying. You saw how those people looked. They looked so skinny, and you wanted to be like them. They're voice and looks just made you hate yourself even more.

"(Y/n) what wrong?" You heard (c/n). He/she made you looked at him/her and said, "why are you crying?" You shook your head, eyes shut tight, and sobbed. You felt all eyes on you. "Let's go to your house." (C/n) said, helping you up. He/she lead you out the theater

One you guys got to your house, you ran to our room and locked it. "(Y/n)! Please open up! Did I do something wrong?" "N-no." You choked out. "Then what is it? Please tell me." He/she pleaded. You opened the door, only to face a very concerned (c/n).

He/she hugged you, petting your hair, and rubbing your back. "Hey, hey. It's okay. Tell me what's wrong." He/she asked. "I-I'm insecure about myself! I'm fat, ugly!" You screamed.

You looked up at (c/n). His/her face was in pain and anger.

"That's not true! You're not fat! You're not ugly! You're a beautiful/handsome woman/man! You don't have to starve yourself! I want you to be you! You don't have to be like one of those actresses/actors! I love you! Your body is fine, how you sway your hips. Your hair is beautiful, how it's shines in the daylight and moonlight! Your smile, it makes my day and nights better! Your voice sounds just like an angel! You don't have to feel insecure about yourself. You don't have to wear all lot of clothing, only to cover your body. You need to show your curves and I love them. I love you all lot, just the way you are."

You cried, hugging (c/n). "R-really?" You asked. He/she nodded. "I really do love you." You smiled. "That's the smile I love." Then you two kissed. You were happy again, not feeling hatred against yourself.

Later that night, you and (c/n) were together sleeping. You were hugging him/her, while he/she whispered sweet things about you in your ear.

A/n: I'm sorry if you disliked this one, but please. Don't feel insecure about yourself. If you don't like your body, remember that your family, friends, or if you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, they love it. If you hate how you sound, sing. Hear that beautiful voice!

Your hair, no matter if it's short or long, flip that hair or run your fingers through it. If you're starving yourself, please don't. It's really bad for you, you could die. If you're having a problem talk to someone that cares for you or me( you don't have too).

You're beautiful/handsome just the way you are. If people say something rude about yourself, tell someone immediately.

I have insecurities about myself too, but I'm losing them. I'm starting to feel better about myself, and you should too. Remember there's someone that loves you all lot, no matter what size you are.

Have a good day/night. I love you all lot!