All I Can Do Josh Dun X Reader

Chapter 2

Quick recap:
What were you gonna do? You had a huge crush on josh.
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A/n: school just ended and slight trigger warning.
Your POV
You rush to Tyler's car and wait for Josh and Tyler to come.

It had been 10 minutes and lucky for you it started pouring.

Tyler's door was locked so you couldn't get into his car.

You decided to just walk to his house since you were already soaked.

-halfway to Tyler's house-
Your phone started to ring so you pull it out and see it's Tyler.

You answer the phone and Tyler is already freaking out.

"Y/n where are you?" Tyler practically yells.

"Whoa Ty calm down I'm walking to your house." You say.

"What the fuck y/n." You hear Brendon yell.

"Im almost there and I started walking because your ass was taking to long." You say with a small chuckle so he won't be mad at you.

"Oh my flipping flippers give me the phone." You hear Brendon yell.

"Y/n Urie! You could have been kidnapped!" He yells.

"But I wasn't ." You yell back.

"Oh but you could have." Brendon yells back.

"I'm at the house anyway." You say and hang up.

You knock on the door hoping someone would be home but you look around and don't see a single car.

*A/n: I forgot to mention that you have really bad anxiety.*

You try the door but it was locked.

You slide down with your back to the door and pull your knees up to you.

You didn't want to have a panic attack but your thoughts disagreed.

*A/n:bold = thoughts*

What if I do get kidnapped.

Then your mind somehow wondered into some completely different thoughts.

Does Josh think I'm stupid now?

Does Josh like me?

Will he make fun of me?

By now you were rocking back and forth whispering stuff like "I don't want to be here," and "why can't I just die?"

You were sobbing and sobbing and just couldn't stop.

You pull up your hoodie sleeve and look at the old cuts on your arm.

You count them.

A solid 57.

You quickly pull down your sleeves and go back to sobbing.

You continue to rock back and forth while a waterfall of tears fall.

You hear a car pull up and stop.

For all you cared it could be a killer. At least he or she would put you out of your misery.

"Oh shit." You hear Brendon say.

"Yeah oh shit you caused your twin to have a panic attack." You hear Tyler yell.

"Great now I caused Brendon and Tyler to fight," you thought.

Someone picks you up but you continue to sob.

You look up and see it was Josh. He unlocks the door and takes you inside.

He sits you down on the couch and goes to find a towel.

He brings back a towel and sits down then looks into your eyes.

"Are you ok?" He asks you.

"Um I don't know." You say back.
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