Zoe's pov:
I looked at the test... negative! I sighed and tossed the test into the bin, all emotions flooded over me, sadness drowned me, causing my hands to cover my face, and tears trickling down me, it's never going to happen! It's never going to!
I let myself cry, Alfie being downstairs. Mascara and eyeliner became smudgy ink blotches on my face, tears waterfalling down me. I've tried 5 times now and they have all been negative..
Maybe it's a sign...
Maybe I'm not meant to be a mother.
It doesn't help when everyday I see at least 5 tweets, comments or hashtags saying zalfie baby ! It brings back the memories of how I feel how I felt those past 5 times of trying.
Ever since I was able to talk I've always said how much I've wanted children, a little boy and a girl I'd always say, but now I don't mind what I get blessed with, I'm now thinking if I'll ever get blessed..
I hear footsteps coming up the stairs walking across the landing towards mine and Alfie's bedroom. I quickly grab some loo roll and dab under my eyes, great there all red and blotchy, maybe he just won't notice... I plaster a smile on my face to try to convince him I'm ok
"Zoe?" Alfie said softly. I walked out of our en suite, and looked up at him. " Zoe are you okay?" I pulled myself into a hug with him and aloud myself to cry once more,
" Alfie, maybe I'm not meant to be a mum..."
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Zalfie-baby&bumps
FanfictionZoe and Alfie have been trying for a baby for a while, it's always turned out negative! Zoe's hope starts to drain. Will they ever get their zalfie baby?
