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Message received: 1st March 2017 at 21:48pm
From, Josh x

The guys and I tried to record a video today. I know, right? This is the first attempt in, what, 37 days? Wow. It doesn't seem like 37 days, it seems like years.
The video recording was shit. The second channels have crashed and burned, we can't play together anymore. Nobody is laughing. It doesn't work without you there, we can't upload the footage. I don't know where my YouTube channels are going, I don't want to delete them, I don't want to quit...but without you here, I can't get back on the grind.
Social media is still filled with 'get well soon Simon' and 'we all miss you'. But they have no idea how hard it really is, because they don't have to deal with silence and regret.

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