My Best Friend's Brother

Chapter 8

  Lilly's POV:

After we ran home, we turned the music all the way and cried. After a while Amel fell asleep, I turned off the music and decided to go down to eat something I grabbed the key to her room and locked the door and walked to the kitchen, after awhile I reached the kitchen and grabbed a water bottle and snacks and slowly walked into the living room and sat down and ate what I grabbed after eating a bag of gummy bears I heard foot steps and froze. Ryan walked into the living room with the same idea, when he saw me he looked regretful. I looked at him and started to get up and head back to the room. "no please don't go."
I put my stuff back and looked at him to see that he was heading over to me. When I looked at him I felt a sharp pain, "What do you want?" I said with pain lacing my words but they were strong. He looked me in the eye and sat next to me slowly moving his arm out toward me, like I was a hurt animal. "I-I'm sorry. I'm sorry for giving that girl my number. I'm sorry for not telling you my feelings sooner." His hand finally made contact with my face, I resisted the urge to push it away or push my face farther into his hand. Instead I pulled away and picked my words carefully, "Well you had control of yourself and you knew you had feelings toward me then you would've listened to them, but you didn't. you chose a slut over your true feelings. you knew that you were there with me, your sister and your best friend. but yet you still was to occupied with a slut over a girl that you knew almost your whole life. I'm so disappointed in you, I would be lying if I said I wasn't disappointed in my brother as well. But that hurt not only Amel's feelings but mine as well." At that I grabbed my stuff and pushed past him and walked to Amel's room. Once I got there I broke down in front of her door not caring if the boys saw I felt hurt that he did that. after awhile I heard steps again but didn't get up. I knew it was my brother they stopped, once they did that I got up and got the key out to the room and unlocked the door and opened it to see Amel sitting up in her bed. I walked in put the stuff on her bed and walked back to the door and shut it locked it again. I walked to the bathroom and locked the door and sat down with a blade in my hand, I started slicing up my skin. I felt the blood starting to trickle down my arm.