I Dare You! / I Got You! {Completed}

Troy's P.O.V ... My Mistake Or Not?

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Troy’s P.O.V

I looked at Maddy who was sprawled out across my bed. I sat in the small lazy-boy chair that was across from my bed. I couldn’t help but stare at her. She looked so comfortable with her body twisted in my sheets and her hair cascaded across her face and my pillow. She was probably exhausted because of all the hours she spent arguing with me, but she finally fell asleep on my bed. I tucked her in and soon she made my bed her own by stretching out.

Troy what are we going to do? My inner voice thought. I knew what my inner voice was talking about. I had screwed up when it came to Maddy. I had done something that I had a deep feeling would affect us for the rest of our lives. Call me crazy, but I had a deep guttural feeling that Maddy was-

“Troy? Are you awake?” I heard a small voice whisper from my door way. I looked and saw Tommy poke his head around my door. He looked at me. His baby blue eyes shone with fright, looking for a safe haven somewhere, hoping I was that safe haven.

“Yeah, little man, what’s up?” I asked in a soft voice, not wanting wake Maddy. Tommy came running in and jumped into my arms. “Whoa, what’s wrong?” I asked him.

“Daddy came home tonight … he let me watch a Freddy movie.” Tommy whimpered. I sighed. My dad loved to watch scary movies, but I don’t think he understood that Tommy was too little to watch them. And my dad was never the one to calm Tommy down afterward. I was always stuck with that.

I wrapped my hands around Tommy and let him rest his head on my shoulder.

“Troy, who is that girl in your bed?” Tommy mumbled as he looked over at my bed. I sighed, not really knowing how to answer him. Maddy would say we were friends, close friends, whereas I wanted to say we were way more than just friends...

“She, she … well Tommy, I really don’t know …”

“You’re letting a stranger sleep in your bed?” Tommy asked as he studied her.”Wait, ain’t that Maddy the Fatty?” He asked. I resisted tightening my grip on him and yelling at him for calling her that. But the truth was he’d grown up hearing me call her those kind of names, that name being the main one. I guess it was kind of my fault.

“That’s not her name anymore, it’s Maddy.” Tommy looked at me with a confused, yet tired look. I watched as he tried to stay up and ask more questions about why Maddy was in my bed, but I soon told him to try and sleep. Tommy wrapped his arm around my neck and nuzzled his head in the nape of my neck, adjusting his position on my lap so that he was comfortable.

Now I had two sleeping figures in my room. One in my bed, and one on my lap. A sudden thought occurred to me.

Would this be me in the future?... the thought overwhelmed me.

What if in a couple of years, I could be the same situation, looking at Maddy who lays on my bed … and holding a little child on my lap, falling asleep against my chest. And what was more, I could picture it in my mind.

The revelation left me breathless. I wanted this. I wanted Maddy to be in my bed. I wanted to feel the comfortable weight of a child asleep in my arms.

I looked over at my desk drawer and saw that it was still locked. I knew inside of it was an unopened box of condoms. I mentally slapped myself. I should tell Maddy that the night we had sex … I never unlock the drawer … I never opened the box … I was too impatient to do neither.

Something deep, deep inside of me was screaming that soon what I had been thinking about happening moments ago … was actually very likely to happen …

Question was, was it better to tell Maddy my feeling that she might be pregnant?

Or wait it out?

Both ways did endanger the relationship I was in with her. She may hate me after finding out. She may curse me and never ever want to see my face again. I could see her hating whether I told her, or whether I didn’t.

I had a feeling that she’d hate me more if I let her figure it out herself, but at the same time, I wanted to be selfish and continue this very interesting relationship I had with her.

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Sorry this is all I could post, I am without a computer till Saturday. So I can't update again till like Sunday or Monday! Sorry for the short Chapter!

I know this kind of gives a lot away, but I wrote this (help of Kyeire!) and loved it!