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The Joker suddenly turned his attention to y/n when he heard his girl screamed in raw pain.
The psycho couple were having a massive fight with other crime lords underworld at the abandoned factory. There were test tubes filled with acid and chemical, the gang were clearly using the place for some scientific shit experiments. Joker and y/n came crash them down the moment they were doing their experiments, and the fight began. Joker was having a fist battle with the man while y/n was fighting with the woman. The Joker suddenly turned his attention to y/n when he heard his girl screamed in raw pain. He saw the woman y/n was fighting with thrown some liquid from test tube at her, it hit her right in the eyes. He could see she was in so much pain as there was smoke out of the area the chemical hit her. That was all it takes for the Joker to lost it. Seeing someone hurts his girl had always awoken the beast inside him. The Clown Prince grabbed the man's neck, broke it within seconds as if it was just some chopstick. The woman who hurt y/n saw J killed her partner, and saw something in his eyes twisted as he made his way towards her like a predator would to its prey. She took steps backward unto her back made contact with the wall behind. No one could hurt the Joker's girl and get away with it. "P-please" Her voice was shaking with fear, but before she could do anything, the clown grabbed her neck, and started to choke the life out of her. He watched as the life drained out of her eyes. Once there was no sights of life in the body whose neck was being squeezed by the psycho clown, her let go, watched the lifeless body hit the ground. J growled. Rage took over him until he heard y/n's scream. His anger died down as he got on his knees, the look on y/n's face doesn't bring J any comfort. Y/n was still screaming in agony, holding her hand at the eyes. "Y/n, baby, look at me, hey" J yanked her hand away to took at the damages. The wounds on her eyes looks pretty nasty. Blood running down her face making it look like she was crying blood. The Joker growled. He needed to get her to the doctor as soon as possible."There was strong acid in the chemical. It caused serious damages on her eyes" The doctor said to Joker and y/n. But mostly to J who seemed to scared the shit out of him, y/n wondered if the doc even acknowledged she was here too. Y/n could felt J's hand squeezed hers tighter. "She will needs surgery, otherwise she'll be going blind within a month, but..." Doc paused for a moment, afraid what he was going to say next might triggered the clown, and resulted in him getting his brain blowed off. "But... I'm afraid there's one problem. Right now, we don't have the medicine that might help her from going blind. The only medicine I believe would help is still in development. If the medicine works, it's supposed to cure and prevent blindness. But this medicine is under the protection of government, I'm afraid it wouldn't be easy to get it. We don't even know which hospital they kept the meds so this is going to be a hard task. However, like I said, it's still in development. Even if we does get the meds, I can't guarantee that it'll work, but it's her only hope" With that, the doctor walked away. Y/n was at a loss of words. Her brain kept repeating what the doc had just said. I'm going to be blind. She doesn't even hear Joker was talking to her until he shake her slightly. "Y/n, hey, hey, listen to me. I'll get you that meds, okay. You're not-" J tried to comfort her, but she cut him off "You heard the doc, J, even if I got the meds, there's still nothing guaranteed" Y/n felt tears threatening to fell down. Her voice cracked. Hell, she doesn't want to look weak in front of J. "Hey, there's still hope. Everything's going to be okay" J said, this time more serious. He kissed y/n on her forehead, and pulled her into a hug. Y/n was the only person who got to see the Joker's soft side. Though there was worried in his eyes. J doesn't even know if he was lying to himself.
Three weeks passed by. Y/n's vision started to get more and more blur. She couldn't identify any far subject, couldn't read, couldn't drive, couldn't go to missions with Joker. But what scared her most was not being able to see Joker's beautiful face anymore. Y/n looked at J who was sleeping next to her, trying to take in all the details on his face while she still can. He looked exhausted. He never said it, but y/n knew he was worried. She can see it in his face every time he thought she wasn't looking. The Joker broke into almost every hospitals in Gotham, but still couldn't find the meds. All of this was distracted him from his work. He almost got shot, the Bat almost got him twice. All of this happened in just one week. The Joker never made serious mistakes like this before. He made mistakes that could be fatal, and it was because of her! Y/n couldn't help but felt like she was a failure. J needs to stop worrying about me. He could've died many times because of me. I can't keep distracting him. "I'm sorry, baby, I can't let you get yourself killed" Y/n said barely a whisper. She leaned in to planted a soft kiss on his forehead, and quietly stepped out of the bed. She made her way to the balcony until she was standing at the edge. The cold wind of Gotham night blow through her hair. Y/n took one last look of the view of the city that never sleeps. Gotham looked so pretty at night it kind of mad her sad knowing this was the last time she will ever see it. No more spreading through Gotham, causing chaos with Mr. J, being chased by the Bat. No more laughing with the clown that stole her heart. No more kisses. Y/n looked down from the 30th floor of the penthouse. This is what I want. She told herself as she lifted one foot up, and off the edge. One more step, and J don't have to worry about me anymore. Y/n closed her eyes, fully let go of her body, feeling her weight started to fall. All of a sudden, she felt a violent jolt in the opposite direction making her fell backwards, and down the ground with arms wrapped tightly around her waist. "Now, now, princess, what was that hmm?" The Joker fleshed her his silver grin as he stood up and dragged her back inside the room. His voice was calm which didn't go well with the murderous look in his eyes. Y/n could tell he was angry. The Joker was most scary when he was angry, but acted calm. "N- nothing, baby" Before she knew it, the Joker's hand made contact with her cheek. The impact making her fell to the ground. Y/n held her hand at the spot where he slapped her. Eyes widen in shock. She looked up at J with teary eyes. "Nothing? Huh? Nothing?! That little show you put out there was nothing? Don't you dare fucking tell me it was nothing y/n!!" Joker yelled at her "What if I didn't wake up, and stop you in time? What the fuck were you thinking? What... what if I lose you?" His voice changed from pure rage to cracking at the last sentence. Are those tears in his eyes. He looks... scared? Y/n never seen J like this before. She expected him to hit her, expecting kick at her stomach, but instead, the Joker kneed down to her level. He gently placed his hand on her cheek where the finger shape started to form. "What were you thinking hmm?" His eyes and voices got soften. The anger in his face expression had been replaced by concern. "I... I don't want you to worry about me anymore. You're distracted, J. You almost got yourself killed many times these past weeks because I was distracting you. I can't let anything happen to you. I- I just can't especially if it was because of me! I'm useless, J. I can't help you with missions, heists anymore. Why did you even want me around? I'm going blind, and -" J shut her up by planting a firm kiss on her lips. "Do not think something like that ever again" He said in a soft but stern voice. "Y/n, I'm not giving up on you. We still have time left. I will find that meds for you. And no, you're not a failure, you're not useless. Can't you see what you've done to me? Without you, there will be no fun in any kill, any chaos. Without you, in nothing. You're what kept me going. I'm gonna get you that damn meds, and no matter how the result turned out, you will always be my girl" J looked her in the eyes. Though her eyess were dull from the chemical's damages, y/n still held the most beautiful brown orbs he had ever seen. No matter what will going to happen, she will always be his girl.
The Joker got the meds. He was pacing back and forth outside the operating room. Y/n was there for nearly four hours now. Finally, the doc came out of the door. "How is she?" J impatiently asked "I figured you'd want to be the one to find out, sir" The doc led him inside the room. Y/n was sitting against the headboard, with white cloth wrapped around her eyes. They were going to know whether the medicine worked or not. They were going to find out in a few seconds if y/n was blinded. The Joker slowly approached her. "It's me" J said for her to know. He placed his hands on the white cloth "Y/n, you know no matter what's going to happen, you're my girl, and nothing will ever change that, right" J asked in a serious tone "I know, baby" Y/n replied with a smile. "You ready?" J asked, and y/n slightly nodded. The Joker slowly unwrapped the bandage from her face. Their hearts were hamming fast against their chests. The cloth was now completely removed. Y/n still closed her eyes.
"Now, baby, open your eyes. Can you see me?"

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My Favorite Psychopath // Joker x Reader One Shots
FanfictionHi guys it's Beb aka jaredstartedajoke on Instagram. So I decided to write Joker x Reader one shots!! Requests are open. *This book contains explicit portrayals of violence, sex, rape in some chapters. *I own none of DC characters.