#159 why are we always stuck and running from the bullets

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Warnings: violence, abuse

Requested by Pandalion23 & unicornnnni
I combined the two requests together because of some similarities xx

Y/n's side of her face felt so numb after the kick from her sunshine delivered right at her cheek. Her lips parted as she tried to gasp for air. Blood dropped from her mouth and to the ground which she laid on. She couldn't feel the pain, not for now. Though she knew it'd follow shortly once these numbness fade away. The Joker was standing tall over her bruised up body. His chest heaved. His eyes that once filled with love - now taken over by anger - looked down at her trembling body next to his feet with so much hate and disgust. No, mister J wouldn't feel guilt after the dreadful beating he gave her. He was in too much rage to process what he had just gone to the only person on earth that loved him unconditionally. Y/n failed the mission. It was all her fault that things turned south. Joker gritted his teeth as the thought of event earlier at the bank made his blood boil. Stupid. How could she be so stupid. He saw y/n dared to move and just by something as little as her trying to get herself up from the ground was enough to spur that demons inside him "Fuck!" Mister J screamed as another violent kick delivered right to her face it sent y/n back down to the ground "You're fucking stupid. Fucking useless!" Joker yelled at her. Y/n shut her eyes tight in fear, her body curled into a ball. She was terrified. Y/n hated this. She hated when mister J was like this. She loved him, but him turning her into his personal punching bag every time he got mad was no fun at all. Of course, she didn't enjoy broken bones. She could only take so much until she'd had enough "You're a monster" Y/n dared to speak as sge looked up at him eyes bloodshot. She have had enough. Y/n saw something twisted in the Joker's eyes. It looked like mister J couldn't believe what had just came out of y/n's mouth. His little pet dared to speak to him with such attitude. There was a moment of silence as Joker just stood there with y/n laid on the floor. In her head, she was so sure there was going to be a consequence for her little statement that she regretted ever opened her mouth. She then closed her eyes as she laid there, waiting for another kick, but it never came. After it started to get too long, y/n cautiously opened her eyes again. She was surprised to see mister J walking away. What was he doing? It was so very unlike him. She thought she was going to get another broken bones from what she said. But he just... walked away without at least some harsh words. Why wouldn't he punish her for addressing him as such. What was wrong with him?

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"You're a monster"

Her words did snap him out of his consumed-by-rage state. His anger faded away and conscious thought returned. That's when he started to realize how bad y/n's condition was. She looked in rage, but also in so much fear. Her skin covered in blood and ugly bruises. He made a promise with himself long ago he wouldn't treat her the way he treated everyone else he never kept it. He lost to that monster dwelled within him all the time. Every time he got hurt during a mission, y/n was always he one being there, tending his wounds. And in return, he did this to her. Joker never took care of her injuries, the injuries he himself inflicted on her when she was the only person who made sure every little cut and scratch on his body has been dressed. Maybe, she was right. Maybe, he was indeed a monster. Despite him completely aware who he was to the rest of the world: a heartless monster, he never wanted to be one to her. Guess he was indeed a monster to every living soul, including y/n.

"Boss" a knock on he office door broke Joker out of his trance. He looked at the doorway from an armchair behind his desk to see Jonny Frost, his right-hand man standing there with an iPad in his hand "I got what you requested. The footage from security camera from tonight's mission is here" Frost walked over and handed mister J the iPad before walking away. As Joker looked through the video, his nonexistent eyebrows furrowed as he got more and more of it. Until he saw it. Joker felt like he got hit by a lightning strike. There was a man, the bank's security guard pointed a gun at him from behind he didn't even notice it at that time. Y/n lunged at that man then all hell broke loose. Joker thought she was being reckless that the entire mission failed miserably, turned out she was saving his life. He would be dead by now, if it wasn't for her and in return, he beat her to the pulp. Fuck. What have he done?

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