The Way We Used To Be ~Book 2 Of Promise

chapter 42: try...

It's...Strange.
Strange to think that you were once a pal.
But now. Your not.
Your just as bad and cross.
You gave up.
Didn't you?
You were willing to plain out stop caring, just because you
Thought it wouldn't go right.
Well if that's the case....
Why wait?

Just die already.
It wouldn't change the future
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You shot up.
Your eyes opening quickly as you took in the nightmare.
You attempted not to have a breakdown, and unsurprisingly managed to do just that.

Your feelings numbed fairly quickly as you realized how stupid it was.

But even if it was stupid. It was true.
You haven't even tried.
Not one bit.

And maybe that's what makes you vunrable.
Not trying.
Not giving a damn on if you die or not...

But maybe it had a point.
Maybe you should try harder...
Maybe it's be worth something.
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It was mid-day.
You weren't being your new found normal self, no.
You were actually helping.

Doing whatever you were told to help with.
You may have sometimes found yourself just looking at Nothing, but you always caught yourself.

You weren't doing anything special.
Maybe organizing some things, and doing normal chores, but nothing that'd account to much.

You still didn't know about everything though.
You found yourself having things similar to Insomnia.

You couldn't sleep, and when you did...You'd never get enough, or you'd have random nightmares.

But, even if that was the case, you still managed.
Sometimes, if you weren't careful, you'd notice that you would have lost feeling in a body part....

And it's not like you couldn't just gain it back, it was always a bit freaky to a degree.

Knowing that if you didn't pay attention, you could end up becoming another "puppet".

And what you wanted the most was a happy ending, but you didn't really think too much of it.

What'd probably be best at the moment would be to just think about getting past paps birthday

And if you had to be truthful.
Even that's a big leap.

So instead of expecting everything to be fine and dandy, you at least wanted to make it past the week.

So doing as much as you could help wise, was probably your best option.

And even if you were going in the battle alone....

Maybe if you help as much as you can....

You'll have back up
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Okay
So yes
Uh. A long gap between these chapters will make sense.
So. Some of you may have noticed that this book is almost over. And to try and keep it for as long as I can, and still make decent chapters, I've got a new time for updates
Instead of  every
2-3 days, it's now gonna be every 4-5 days.

And also
On April 5-7 I will probably not be active.
I'm going on a trip with my school.
So uh yeah.

Bai...?