Chapter 3

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Kyler's P.O.V.

I walked into the school with Chris. We were laughing. Chris was talking about his animals. They are so funny... He is so funny. I kept laughing with Chris when I noticed Brian. He was looking at me. Why isn't he coming over here to beat me up? Does he know Chris? I wonder...

Chris sat next to me at lunch. He was telling me more jokes. Nothing funny happens to me so I kept my mouth shut.

Brian was looking at me again. He's creeping me out. I'm scared. Really.
"What's wrong Kyler?" I looked at Chris and smiled.

"I'll tell you later. After school?" Chris smiled too.

"Sure! Sounds good!" Chris is so cool. I wish I could be like him. No worries. Loving family..... Friends... But I'd just be left in the dust again. Everyone does it. I must really suck.

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It was after school now. The bell just rang. I looked around. Good, I don't see Brian or Ben.

"So what's bothering you?" Chris asked me. I stopped walking and frowned. Then he stopped walking, frowning as well.

"Kyler, you can tell me anything. Trust me." My least favorite word: Trust. It's been broken so many times that it's not even funny.

I broke. I started crying.

"Do you actually care for me, Chris?" I could hardly speak. He looked really worried.

"Of course I do, Kyler!" He was so worried that my heart shattered into tiny little pieces. "C'mon Kyler, Why do you think that? Please tell me. Trust me."  When he said that, I started screaming.

"I hate trust!" I cried harder.

"Kyler, Please." He just wants to help... I doubt that. No one cares for me. I should just die."

"I'm sorry Chris. Ill talk to you later. You should get home."

"Yeah. Don't do anything stupid!"

"..." I looked down. "Kay."

Chris left and guess who I saw walking me way... Yep, Brian. He looked worried... What am I thinking? It's all an act. He doesn't care for emo kids like me.

"Hey faggot." He said. I flinched. He was going to hit me. He's going to do it. No! I don't want him to! He gave me a confused look then put on a nasty, mean face.

"So where were you the past two and a half weeks?" I looked everywhere. Please tell me Chris forgot something and He's coming back.  But nothing happened. He's not coming back through those doors.

"Um... Hospital..." I answered truthfully.

"Why?" He asked. He wasn't worried at all.... He never is about me...

"You'll tell the whole school." I said the same thing I said when we were in the boys bathroom. When he took my razor.

"No I won't." Oh sure. It's the same answer all the time.

"Stop teasing me!" I screamed. I'm so mad but....... I hate yelling at him. I like him too much. He looked shocked. I just stood up to my bully...

For some odd reason he looked to his side then punched me. I screamed. Then I saw Ben. Of course. They laughed at me. My heard... shattered.

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