Thoughts.. I guess?

The last time i played..

And I mean really played for like hours.. Was November of 2015 I played and sang for my brother and his wife, Brad and liz. They came for thanksgiving, got in partially late but I stayed up to three playing for them. Then we took it to the living room where we decided to get all of our family out of their beds, brad sang simple man (my moms song to him) while I played I wish I could get the video from messages to here because he was amazing.

That boy had vocals and a tendency for being a douche 😂 I've tried to get back into it the last few days and that memory just runs through my mind everytime and then I just want to stare at the last photo of him I've seen and try to take away all of the tubes and monitors just to remember his face in that moment, it was peaceful but heart wrenching at the same time. I miss you a lot brad and not a day goes by where I don't think of you. If I could've taken your place I would've. Fly high big brother 💕💕