Thoughts.. I guess?

Tomorrow.

Tomorrow marks the sixth month that you've been gone. I miss you more than words could ever express. I would give anything to have you here teasing me about anything and everything.
I guess what they say is true, you never know what you have until it's gone. I never knew how much you impacted my life until I knew you weren't gonna be here anymore. I didn't think it was possible to hurt worse than what I did after losing Jake.
I'm glad that I got to call you my brother. I'm proud of the man that you were. Even though you had your battles, you had the kindest heart but the meanest brain ever (😂)
I regret not being there, at the hospital I'd change that night if I could. But I can't. I hope that whoever got your heart knows how truly lucky they are, they got a piece of the best man in the world
I hope to make you proud someday, I know I didn't make the best of decisions while you were here and at times you were highly disappointed in me but I knew it was just because you cared.

I love you Bradley . 💕