Thoughts.. I guess?

Pleasing people.

This isn't like a sexual chapter but, you can't please everyone. I'm learning that , I'm not with the guy in the first chapter anymore we still talk but it's not normal, that doesn't please the other two important people in my life though. And that really sucks ass. But I'm catching on to it, you can either overlook bullshit to be at peace instead of being a complete child about it or you can leave the person like they meant nothing but in a childish manner. And I chose to just overlook it and attempt civilization. But yeah doesn't please the others because to them he's not worth it and shouldn't be around anymore. So as of now one is upset with me the other I just haven't said anything to for the fact that I know how she'll react. 

 And in the end I hate my social medias, I love my friends and I still have a soft spot for him through everything but I hate it. It's brought a lot of hurt, tears, sadness and now I just feel like nothing I do is good enough. Then again I've dug this trench for myself had I not allowed myself to get close I wouldn't feel these things, yet I did and I do.