Childhood Love

chapter 31

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“ Oh Alison I’ve missed you so much sweetie “  she spoke softy as she hugged me. it clicked when I saw her. The talk we had in my room. I was talking about a boy.  I love someone but who?

“ Do you remember me? I know Josh told me you don’t remember much” she asked pulling me down to sit on the couch.

“ Sometimes, things clicked. Its weird how things click when im around people other than Robert” I said leaning back.

“ Because you have memories with us. Not with him” she said she turned around and grabbed a purple bag.

“ I Brought things to help you remember “ she pulled out a teddy bear. Brown and white you could tell it was old but still very cute. I took it from her and examined it . I started into the black buttons that were suppose to be eyes.

I’m surprised you still have it

 Josh’s voice rang in my ears like he was right next to me.

“ Josh gave it to me didn’t he?” I asked with a smile plastered on my face

“ Yes, when you were little.” She pulled out another item. A picture frame it was me and a young boy . his hair brown, tall and had a football shirt.

“ Who is that.” I asked pointing to him,

“ Adam”

ARHHHH

I jumped I spin in circles. The beat of the angry music leading my dance moves

I was mad . I was mad at Claire for being a whore. I was mad at Adam for cheating , and i was mad at myself for being to stupid. l saw him pull out a punching bag.  I lifted my arms up and punched the bag as hard as i could. i punched over and over and over again. harder and harder every time. Tears were forming and I couldnt see right anymore. i threw the last punch and fell to my knees. my head down crying and my pony tail covering half of my face. 

“ Alison” my mom shook my shoulders. My head snapped up

“ Sorry” I softly spoke

“ What do you remember?” she asked cautiously

“ he  cheated on me.” I whispered.

“ Here “ she said handing me black ballerina shoes. I took them from her

“ I Danced” I asked taking the shoes I had on and replacing them with the black ones.

“ The best dancer I knew” she said proudly I stood up wondering if I remembered anything.

“ Here I even have your favorite Baillie song” she took out her phone tapping the screen until she found the songs. It was say something. I stood there listening to, trying to make something click. I slowly stared to move my feet, I twirled around I kept going until I tripped over my own feet. I screamed but before I could hit the ground arms wrapped around my torso.

“ Careful” he chuckled helping me up. I smiled

“ Thanks” I was still in his arms and I didn’t want him to let go.

“ Josh, take her to the tree” My mom spoke up behind me. I turned around still in his arms leaning up against him his grip tighten

“ Right now?” he questioned

“ Yes, why not” she said smiling crossing her arms

“ I- I don’t think I’m ready” he said. I turn my head to face him

“ Ready for what” I asked. He glanced up at my mom them sighed.

“ I’ll tell you at the tree.” He said letting me go. My mom cheered making laugh what was so important about the tree. And what tree??

Josh POV

“ Its 2 hours away “ I said getting in the car. I wasn’t ready to tell her I love her, or even tell her about us. Its been 2 days and I finally have her back, what if she hates me? or she remember she likes Max. I started to drive with my fingers tapping on the wheel.

“ Ali” I said shaking her we had arrived at the tree or close to it.

 “ Are we here?” she asked sitting up slowly. I nodded.

“ I want to cover your eyes though” I got out of the car and took out a blanket.

“ why?” she asked getting out

“ If seeing that tree clicks something in your brain, I wont be able to say what I’m about to say” i stood in front of her. She nodded her head turning around so I could cover her head. I led her through the frost carful not to make her fall. I moved a few branches to revel the blooms tree.

“ Okay we are under the tree” I said placing her there.

“ Before anything clicks I want to talk” I said

“ go ahead” she giggled. I smiled I sighed

“ Okay, last night when you asked me what we are, or were I was afraid to answer. I asked you right under this tree not to label things, to enjoy the moment” I chuckled.

“ How stupid was I. but I didn’t want to bring you into this world, the world of violence ! but its late now.” I watched her finger tips tap on her leg

“ max loves you, and we came up with a plan. He was going to take you away to the south of Florida . we made you chose and we both knew you were going to pick safety over someone who told you not to label things. That’s where you were for 1 year. I never stopped thinking about you Alison. Not a single moment. Your touch, your kisses , your smile and your laugh. I missed you so much. I never realized how much I love you”