Childhood Love

Chpater33 THE END

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next update is the epilogue(: 

for thoes who doesnt know what that is, its what happens in the furture lol 

“ Alison “ Monse called I opened my eyes. I was laying on the hospital bed while josh laid on the couch.

“ How did I get up here” I asked standing up. She shrugged.

“ How did he take it?” she asked we stood in front of sleeping josh. I could tell he was crying.

“ He didn’t talk after I told him. “ I said I bend down giving him a small kiss on the lips. His lips puckered up kissing me again. I smiled as he opened his eyes.

“ Hi” I said no emotion behind his eyes what so ever.

“ hi” he sat up.  I sat next to him as he rested his elbows on his knees.

“ how are you feeling” I asked rubbing his back. He didn’t say anything for a couple of minutes

“ we’ll leave you alone” I said standing up. Monse was at the door waiting. I took one step and I was pulled back landing on his lap. His arms around my waist , his head rested on the crook of my neck as he sobbed. I heard the door shut letting me know Monse was out of the room. I held him tight as he let the tears fall.

We stayed like that for almost two hours. We didn’t take he just cried. I didn’t have anymore tears left in me. I ran my fingers through his hair.

“ Don’t leave” he said pulling away. his eyes bright red. His lips chapped.

“ I wasn’t going to” I said giving him a small kiss. He laid back on the couch pulling me on the side.

“ Isnt this hurting you?” I asked he shook his head pulling me closer. After awhile he drifted off to sleep.

************

“ That was hard” I said plotting on the couch.

We were all dresses in black, coming back from Max funeral. My mom, josh ,Monse, and I sat in the house. It felt weird not having the green eyes staring at me. Max’s dad was the only one that didn’t leave he was saying his goodbyes. I looked over at josh his hand still in a slinky it had only been 2 weeks. He was lost in his thoughts, I was wondering what he was thinking.

“we all need rest.” My mom patted my knee as she stood up.

 Monse and her left upstairs while josh still lost in his mind. I stood up and sat on his lap. His eyes snapped up to me with a small smile.

“ Thank you” he said wrapping his arms around me. I smiled

“ for what” he gave me a kisses. Starting from the mouth down to my neck. I giggled

“ Being here” he said between kisses.

“ Not today josh” I giggled pulling away. he sighed

“ Fine” I got off his lap as he led me up to my room. today was a long day.

*************

“ where are you taking me” I laughed as he carried me

“ You’ll see” he said chuckling

“ I cant cause you blind folded me” I laughed kicking my legs

“ Stop or I will drop he” he jokingly said

he came to a stop slowly putting me down but wrapping his arms around my waist.

“ Take it off” he said I slowly took the blind fold off I looked up and we were under the tree. I smiled as the pink peddles fell. 

“ Under this tree, I asked you not to label things. But now. I want to make things official” he smiled big. I giggled.

“ Alison Gates. Will you be my girlfriend” he said with a grin plastered on his face. I laughed

“ YES” I screamed jumping on him, he caught me giving me a kiss. The kiss got heated  fast. He slowly bend down sitting me on the ground and him in top. His kisses went down my neck to my chest.

“I love you” he moaned as he gave me a trail of kisses.

“ I love you too” I said with a smile.  

That day I would never forget. I gave my all to him.

Josh was more than just a gang leader. He was more than just a boyfriend,

He was the person that was always there even if I didn’t know it.

Childhood love