Why can't you just
See the pain I have inside of me
But instead, you just let me be broken
And hurt in the inside and outside if my cold broken body .
Don't you see I'm hurt and tired if your lies
I am tired of your games
You pulled out my heart
And stomped on it .
Right in front of me
You said "you cared"
You said "you will be there when I needed you "
But ,you weren't there
You just laughed at me
I am weak
I can't do this anymore
And I actually thought
You cared
But,you didn't
You ripped out my
Happiness
Good times
My smile
My happy memories
Childhood
But you didn't rip out
Suicide.
And that's when
I couldn't do this anymore
Be alive
Be around you anymore
I just can't
And that's when I just gave up
I died with blood drowning me
I left sadness on earth
I am happy again , I am up there in heaven.
YOU ARE READING
the suicide mind
Poetry"and you left me with bad habits like cracking my knuckles and wearing your sweater because the smell of you still lingers. you left me chewing at the skin of my skin on my lips because maybe just maybe if it's gone the taste of you will be too, but...
