hey guys so sorry for not updating its just this past week is so stressful
i might be loosing my best friend
and tbh i really don't want to she was always there for me even when i was at my highest point. she was there when i cried. she was there when i wanted commit suicide. she was there when my parents divorced. she was there when i cried myself to sleep. she was there when i thought nobody loved or cared about me. she was there to bring me back up and make me happy again. i lost her one time i don't want to lose her again because she's the only one i have right now.
i feel so broken and lost that i can't even find words to explain it. people leave me like i wouldn't care. but it's just making me think why are they leaving me. what's so wrong with me that you have to leave.
what's so wrong me that you had to leave
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the suicide mind
الشعر"and you left me with bad habits like cracking my knuckles and wearing your sweater because the smell of you still lingers. you left me chewing at the skin of my skin on my lips because maybe just maybe if it's gone the taste of you will be too, but...
